May 15, 2005 21:26
Hmmm. I miss having a boyfriend, but I miss being a girlfriend more. They may sound like the same thing, but their different. I miss tickling eachothers legs under the table and the feeling of a someone slipping their hand into mine where no one els can see and smiling at me because we're the only ones that know. I really really do miss that. But I also get this amazing feeling like that is coming again. I knew something amazing was going to happen the night I met Mike. A guy just moved in downt he street from me. I haven't seen him yet, but I get a feeling something will happen. I'm going to walk down there tomorrow and see if anyone is in the yard.
I wish I would see that guy again. That guy who pulled over a few weeks ago. I saw him last week, but I was with Mom so I couldn't say anything to him. That kinda pissed me off, but I got over it. Maybe I'll meet someone at the prom. I don't think I'm going to ask anyone. I need to keep myself open for new posiblities, and bringing a date would not be the way to do it....
Well, thats all for now!
Crystal