I should remember to breathe, so I stay alive. Maybe I shoudn't, it might cure the pain.
Man. This week has sucked so much already, and it's not even half over. Nothing exciting has happened and it seems as if there must be a "Hey I'm going to be an asshole today" epidemic that is going around Heritage lately. Everywhere I turn someone is an asshole and it pisses me off. I just want to isolate myself so much from everyone. Today was gay: In chemistry mr. cook didn't hesitate to start class considering the Plan B, even though half of the class was not present. He also doesn't teach, if I add that to the mix. He just says "here are the problems you have to do, this is the test date, and if you have any questions then feel free to ask." The only thing he may 'teach' is what people have trouble on. He doesn't explain what each section is going to be about, he just throws problems at us to do and expects us to know how to do them as if we've been doing them for a month. TV production is a blowoff as usual. We have to make a movie type thing, and Blodgett and I are way ahead of the ball game so we just sit there and twiddle our thumbs because we have nothing better to do. English we read, and talked about the kid that brought the gun to White Pine, and we talked about the Board of Ed. meeting last night that apparently was a havoc. Newspaper is gay as usual now, but Lechel was there today so it made it that much better. That class sucks because he or Bub aren't in there anymore, and I have become rather upset and annoyed by some people in that class. In precalc I won 5 bucks playin 2-card. I was up 15 at one point and then it went down from there, but it's all good because at least I didn't lose money. Spanish is never fun, Mrs. Anderson has a monotone voice which makes it even worse. There are some cool people in there (Randy, Todd, Drew, Kristen, Michelle, Amanda, Amy, Jenny) but other than that the class is boring. I'm done. I'm done with everything that has to do with relationships. Relationships suck, girls suck. I'm done.