I am in a odd mood and have lots to say-if you feel like reading a LOT and commenting thats fine-if not thats cool too-just thought i would warn you before hand... ( Read more... )
You and I are alot alike on many levels my friend. I can feel ya on the intimacy thing. I mean if you just wanted a fuck Im sure that you know the numbers to dial for that....but it's more than that. I normally feel the way that you feel atleast once a month, and I think...." Do I want a relationship? " When honestly, I need a relationship like a need a hole in the head. *sighs* Just keep ya head up and take it day by day, thats all you can do!
Damn are we twins-bc thats pretty much the same way i feel i mean i do "want" a relationship; but do i want it now-and then i know i dont want it with any of the females i am currently involved with. :O(
Yeah I know how you feel....I want the comfort of a woman sometimes....but I know me. It's the commitment and the drama that I can do w/ out. So whats a lesbo to do? :)
some of it is very Hippieish (spelling?) but the rest of it is very soulful-and thanks for the advice-thats why im just trying to do me- without all the other drama i get from the broads i deal with that I dont really care for.
yeah you should read a couple of posts back he is a stalker like for real-im really needing to call the police on his crazy ass but dont know if that will antagonize things or not-and i dont want him to care about me-i want him to go away-and stop trying to come over-and run up in my house-and follow me to work-and all that other weird shit he does-like calling me from payphones bc i blocked his number!!! :O( we shall see how this plays out-with my luck i will be the next big lifetime movie-but hey you can tell people i knew that girl from online.... LOL in a not funny way!
second, all those feelings you have, i have too (except about boys :P). someday, life will be better for both of us. it HAS to be. *knocks on wood*
third, that guy is fucking psycho. i mean, i understand the need of wanting someone to go to a reunion with you (i'm not going unless hilary is and if i have a hot date) but he doesnt even really know you!!! it's so strange!! there isnt anyone you know who can stop him? it's really really scary. i'm usually against this, but call the cops. it might work. and if you need someone to go with you to your reunion (not his) i'll go with you!
Joss Stone does rock!!! and yes sooner rather than later i hope things will get better :O) we knew each other when we were like 10 but then didnt see each other for like 13 years (my aunt and his mom are best friends) and i would rather Kurt Cobain myself than go anywhere with him-and my reunion isnt for awhile-thanks for offering but as it is i gotta do gossip control bc people think im fucking hil-:O( nosy ass folks-im sure by the time my 10 year reunion rolls around ill have SOME nice stable drop dead gorgeous girl to take with me...at least thats what i keep telling myself :O)
people still think because you hang out with straight girls you are fucking them?!?!! i dont think people think i fuck every guy i hang out with. (well, i might actually be fucking them, so nevermind).
call the cops!!!! please!!!? i'll go with you to police station. just make sure you've saved all your letters from him. either that, or hilary and i will get pepper spray and stun guns and stand guard of your apartment. and make sure he knows you are NOT interested!
that in school and as well as now i was notoriously known for going after straight girls-you also forget-or not sure if you knew-the girl i took to the prom was white...so yeah noone has too much faith in me when it comes to that---i gotta do something about Marcus seriously...just really dont know whats the best thing-from the way its going i just need to go to the police but next time he contacts me i will simply say-AGAIN that im sorry you like me and the feelings arent returned but you have to leave me alone-if that doesnt work (hasnt up til now) then im going to the police.
I do feel you on the whole just wanting someone to be there who understands you and loves you for you. That's how I feel. I can get sex its thats all I want, but I want more than that. I do hope that one person comes around and I hope they come soon..so you can have that peace of mind.
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second, all those feelings you have, i have too (except about boys :P). someday, life will be better for both of us. it HAS to be. *knocks on wood*
third, that guy is fucking psycho. i mean, i understand the need of wanting someone to go to a reunion with you (i'm not going unless hilary is and if i have a hot date) but he doesnt even really know you!!! it's so strange!! there isnt anyone you know who can stop him? it's really really scary. i'm usually against this, but call the cops. it might work. and if you need someone to go with you to your reunion (not his) i'll go with you!
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call the cops!!!! please!!!? i'll go with you to police station. just make sure you've saved all your letters from him. either that, or hilary and i will get pepper spray and stun guns and stand guard of your apartment. and make sure he knows you are NOT interested!
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