lol

[croyd]

well, i haven't written in here in forever..
lol, i was thinking about something n said to me a while ago..
she said, that she had met some sociopaths, in the hospital, and
she thought i might be one also.
i wasn't sure, at the time, but i didn't bother to look into it...
from what i'd understood about a sociopath, it wasn't completely
out of the question, that she could be right, as she often is right.
just the other day, i was reminded of that, so..i went to look it up..
it's pretty funny, how when you see exactly what things mean..they
change in your mind..
reading the descriptions of a sociopath...i realize several things..
but more then anything else, i realize exactly how our views of
things just dosen't agree..
to find that...she sees me like that, would be a real blow, if my
self image wasn't already dead.
mostly, it just makes me laugh..in a sad way, to find out, that she
thought i was like that...honestly, there's several things in the
descriptions that do fit, but i can't see that most of them do.
so i guess i can only just laugh...and sigh...pretty much what i do all
the time now.