Sep 21, 2008 11:43
I was pretty much exiled friday night. Micah, David, all of them pretty much exiled me. Sure, I'm upset, but for once, i really don't care. They weren't the best of friends anyways. I still of Corie, Shawn, Blue, Stephanie, Mckayla, Erinn, and some others. They are probably the best of friends i ever had. I would rather have a few good friends then a bunch of not so good friends. I'm also happy because I'm not David's slut anymore. For some reason, sex seemed to make me feel loved, cared for, wanted, useful. But, It did nothing in the end. This time, I told david that i wasn't going to give him sex. I also pretty much left Micah, david and the gang on my on. I won a battle in the War of Depression.
The 3 Month Challenge is what it says. Its a challenge that is 3 months long and during the 3 months, no sex or any sexual activity. The most i can do is make out. I will win this. I have to go until December 18. 2 out of about 10+ people think i can do. Everybody else says that i can't do it. But, I can do it, i will do it no matter what. What people don't know, that this is my recovery from being david's slut.
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