what comes next?

Oct 28, 2006 17:45

Lisa was so great but she left for college in michigan so I began dating a girl in a fog, I didn't really know what I was doing or why. I just knew I wanted the pain of the previous breakup with Lisa to go away.
So years went by, and me and the "rebound girl" found ourselves in a strange place. We cared about each other,but her drug addiction tore us apart. Not to mention our dreams changed over the years, she was going to teach grade school and I was going to be a writer. We broke up and it hurts. She has three kids now from three different guys.

Suicidal thoughts creep in, I do my best to distract.
This is some sort of attempt to deal. If you happen upon these words please pray for me. . .or something.

I love the Eagles, a song came on the radio and I feel like calling my sister in Maine, later.
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