And live goes on
My best friend stayed for the weekend to cheer me up. And I must say she did a great job. Instead of thinking about what I lost, I'm thinking about what I gained. I mean, single life wasn't that bad and I'm even looking forward to it :D Once I move (which will take a while :() I'm going to see her much more and we'll go out more too.
This doesn't mean I'm completely over him yet, but I'm working on that. Emotions won't shut down that easily, but I'm looking at him as a friend and no longer as a husband.
People don't believe me when I say everything's fine, since they expect me to be an emotional wreckage since it's only been a week since I heard about the divorce. I'm just not the emotional kinda person who cries for weeks/months/years. Four days is now my record (of which 3 without eating/drinking) and that's enough for me. It's not worth crying over something which can't be fixed.
I'm just looking forward and not dwell in the past. I just wish it was August already :)
This doesn't mean I'm completely over him yet, but I'm working on that. Emotions won't shut down that easily, but I'm looking at him as a friend and no longer as a husband.
People don't believe me when I say everything's fine, since they expect me to be an emotional wreckage since it's only been a week since I heard about the divorce. I'm just not the emotional kinda person who cries for weeks/months/years. Four days is now my record (of which 3 without eating/drinking) and that's enough for me. It's not worth crying over something which can't be fixed.
I'm just looking forward and not dwell in the past. I just wish it was August already :)