Oct 21, 2004 01:45
all i really wanted to do tonight was watch Game 7 Red Sox vs. Yankees... but instead, i got to watch a girl relentlessly attempt to slit her wrists, while calling me a "stupid fuckin bitch" and then proceed to throw hard/sharp objects at me...
not that i'd want to quite my job over a baseball game or anything...
reasons why i'd like to quit my job are the following:
the commute- holbrook and fall river are not remotely close to one another
high gas prices= less $$ for me
Stress
i feel like i am not helping anyone at all sometimes
i kinda suck at it anyway
why do i willingly work with girls who have major behavioral problems, on top of being really bitchy?
the "big" bosses are not very plesant/welcoming people and have attitides with all newer staff members
i'm not so into the dramatics and the place is like drama central
i am making myself miserable
does it even look that great on my resume anyway?
i honestly dont get paid that much at all, compared to what you hafta deal with there
my crappy schedule= no time to see anyone EVER and i dont get home until 12:30 am
i miss seeing my family, friends and little jack
i just want a weekend day off which i havent had since june
they used my benefit time for the 2 times i called in sick, now i have NO vacation days :(
i Really want to go drive cross country with Megan C to California and when the hell would i ever get the chance to do that again , in my lifetime??
my parents even think i should leave and they feel this job is taking too much out of me
maybe they are right,but maybe i dont wanna give up, or maybe i , yet again, am starting to get complacent, and should make some changes while i still can and before i entrap myself in this place...
maybe i should stop complaining so much but i told ya that i'm not so happy in general anymore...
On a positive note: what i did see of the sox game kicked so much ass it was like outta control! i still love me some johnny damon and he really redeemed himself this evening!... World Series Here We Come!!!
time to sleep and hopefully not think
hope all is well out there...