Little Things ~*

Apr 13, 2012 12:02

The last few days have felt a little like I'm getting to know a whole new community. Excited as I am about self-publishing and as many skills as I bring to the table ~ there's a large part of me that doesn't really know what it's doing!

I've been searching and getting recommendations for reading material, doing a daily morning meditation on the topic of "being in the now - letting things unfold in their own time - being supported and safe at every stage".

Surprisingly, this is taking a lot of "letting go". I don't want to set up a rhythm of overworking myself every day to make this work so I'm trying to learn to trust that everything is going to work out. I just have to keep a good attitude and keep working and listening to my body & heart.

There's also a huge amount of change happening in my household. Three of the five of us are moving out, Nyanko is staying permanently (yay!), and then two more new ones are moving in. I think I'm feel especially sensitive to these kind of things right now. I've been especially domestic and kitchen-oriented. I'm trying to make sure I get outside at least once a day. Capoeira, Monday Goddess meditation, and Thursday yoga with Nyanko are providing some really good routine for me. Mostly, all I can think about is Faerie Dark and how to make it better.

Baking and cooking are proving very therapeutic. In fact, I think I'm going to make some more bread and relax for a bit.
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