hmhmhmh

Sep 25, 2005 09:29

its amzing how the journeys of life take u places. i got asked today what i wanted to do with my life from my father and that decision is unclear. when i got back from ciy this past summer i was planning on finding out what god wanted me to do but i got so wrapped up in my love drama with josh i was blind sited from what god had in store and now im trying to get back on my feet and its difficult. josh is still some how always on my mind and believ me when i say i hate that. its distracting and i cant seem to move on but then i think am i supposed to what am i supposed to do and then i sit and wonder and pray and ask god to guide me, but right when i think hes showing me something i get distracted agian and i still wonder is this what he wants for me or is this really a distraction. i dont know and some how i have to find out. my journey of life is always and forever growing but some how some time i will find my meaning and my purpose in gods plan with or without the conforts of friends and family. i will find my identity in him only. as the days come closer to the 6 years of my sisters death i remember the promise i made to her that i would sing for her and tell the world her story. will i do that? i wonder......
this is me,
jordyn
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