anoyed to death.....and then beyond
So recently, I have been really anoyed by so many things. I mean, everything.
The things that have been anoying me recently:
my brother
my mom
my dad
me
this whole bow thing
math hw
french (cause i suck at it.....majorly!)
bruch
too much rep to learn
not having any rep that i can play
my mom changing her mind about everything every 5 minutes
pianists
food (or the lack there of in my house)
our moth infested house
guys
people who dont follow through on their promises
my stupid stupid bow
my violin because it decided to start FREAKING OUT
decisions and choices
the fact that i am totally lost rite now and i feel like i have no one to lean on
trying to make everyone happy and making everyone mad instead
not being able to practice what i preach
the fact that i know im a loser and i dont do anything about it
everyone telling me im perfect all the time with those fake smiles
the frickin term "prodigy" which for everyones information i AM NOT!
the fact that anyone could find this entry and then have a really friggin bad opinion of me because i sound like such a b**ch
The fact that everyone thinks my life is their bizness....well let me tell you something, if i wanna tell you, ill come right out and tell you, and if i dont...well that ought to tell you something!
everyone laughing at me all the time...okay sometimes its okay but other times....well do ya hafta make fun of me CONSTANTLY!!??!?!
well okay that is just the beginning of the list but basically im realy frustrated rite now....HELP!
The things that have been anoying me recently:
my brother
my mom
my dad
me
this whole bow thing
math hw
french (cause i suck at it.....majorly!)
bruch
too much rep to learn
not having any rep that i can play
my mom changing her mind about everything every 5 minutes
pianists
food (or the lack there of in my house)
our moth infested house
guys
people who dont follow through on their promises
my stupid stupid bow
my violin because it decided to start FREAKING OUT
decisions and choices
the fact that i am totally lost rite now and i feel like i have no one to lean on
trying to make everyone happy and making everyone mad instead
not being able to practice what i preach
the fact that i know im a loser and i dont do anything about it
everyone telling me im perfect all the time with those fake smiles
the frickin term "prodigy" which for everyones information i AM NOT!
the fact that anyone could find this entry and then have a really friggin bad opinion of me because i sound like such a b**ch
The fact that everyone thinks my life is their bizness....well let me tell you something, if i wanna tell you, ill come right out and tell you, and if i dont...well that ought to tell you something!
everyone laughing at me all the time...okay sometimes its okay but other times....well do ya hafta make fun of me CONSTANTLY!!??!?!
well okay that is just the beginning of the list but basically im realy frustrated rite now....HELP!