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[crowley666]

*storms in, manifests couch, sits down and sulks*

*mumbling* Stupid people always assuming I'm completely evil. Stupid angel for being all nice. Stupid people for always needing it spelt out for them. Stupid angel for sticking up for stupid people.

*sighs*

...shouldn't have taken it out on Aziraphale. Stupid me...

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[stardusted_lady]

...hopefully not stupid star-girl for offering a hug and wanting to know what happened? *sits beside him*

[crowley666]

*looks up, thinks about being defensive, but melts into a hug*

Stupid Ron Stoppable kid being all "Evil demon!" Should know difference between evil and evil. Fed up having to explain. No one understands except Aziraphale. And maybe you. Possibly Greg. And Teena. But especially Aziraphale. Only he stood up for him. Wasn't going to do 'nything serious.

[stardusted_lady]

*hugs him close, rubbing his back*

I'm sorry you're hurting. I know how it feels to have a loved one not defend me. It makes me feel like they don't really love me after all. Is that how it makes you feel?

[crowley666]

...well, no, not really. He was only being Aziraphale. He's meant to be good.

But when he gets all uppity usually I turn it around to dirty talk and he forgives me for being a bit of a git. Only tonight he wasn't having it.

[stardusted_lady]

Do you think that might be because he'd like to hear a real apology this time? If you never say that you're sorry and expect...relations...to solve the problems, he might be feeling that you don't care about his feelings.

[crowley666]

But I'm not *meant* to say I'm sorry. He doesn't expect me to say sorry. If I said I was sorry, he'd wonder if I'd gone really native and was trying out illness.

It's not like I really would have stripped that boy in front of his entire school. And the nexus is neutral anyway. I just wanted to make him squirm a little. I've been so *bored* recently.

[stardusted_lady]

I'm not meant to have a human body, either. We change, sometimes, into things we weren't meant to be. It isn't necessarily something to be avoided.

Maybe we should try to find you something to do so you won't be so bored?

[crowley666]

...I guess you're right. I suppose I have to stop being so selfish...

[stardusted_lady]

You don't have to stop, but Aziraphale will continue to be hurt if you don't. And, ultimately, so will you.

[crowley666]

...so in other words, I have to stop.

[stardusted_lady]

It would be wise. *kisses his forhead* I imagine it won't be easy, but I'm willing to help whenever you need, if you'd like.

[crowley666]

*smiles a little* Thank you.

[stardusted_lady]

You're welcome.