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[crowley666]

So...he loves me, I love him.

Which is about as useful as a pickled spanner when you're on opposing sides of the first Bad Relationship.

Bugger.

I mean, how do you get around this one?

Quite ironic. I can handle Armageddon's but this...this is just a whole new kettle of fish.

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[stardusted_lady]

Just love, my friend. The rest will work itself out.

[crowley666]

Hopefully. Who knows.

[stardusted_lady]

It will if you want it enough.

[crowley666]

Well, of course I do.

Right, he's not here just now, and I can put up better measures than he did to make sure he never sees this.

I'm not so much *bothered* about what happens to me. Everyone knows I'm smarter than your average demon --look at the whole Hastur and Ligur fiasco. Aziraphale, on the otherhand, isn't as experienced. He doesn't know how hard the landing is when you Fall. It's all very well saying "I love you" but it's what comes after that's the hard part. I know I'll survive. I'm not so sure about him.

[stardusted_lady]

Trust me, my dear, I know a bit about falls and what-comes-after. And he will have you to catch him.

[crowley666]

Yes, but he wouldn't really be an angel anymore. What would he be? Demon? Don't even go there.

[stardusted_lady]

I wouldn't know. I am no scholar of divinity and the various perverse ways gods punish people.

[crowley666]

*sighs* This is all very new. I'm worried about him. I'm worried about what will happen to him. And it's quite...off-putting.

[stardusted_lady]

It's part of being in love.

[crowley666]

*gloomily* I suppose so. Now I understand all this angst stuff.

[stardusted_lady]

Love isn't all gloom and angst, dear.

[crowley666]

*almost wistfully* I know. *smiles* Some bits are...nice, for lack of a better word.

[stardusted_lady]

Very nice.

[crowley666]

Well, due to current circumstance, we've been unable to experience some of the 'very nice' parts of a romantic relationship.

Yeah.

*sheepish grin Sorry if I'm being a little crude.

[stardusted_lady]

You assume that's what I meant.

Which is forgivable, it is what I meant, in part...but my favorite part has always been quietly sitting together, talking, knowing that no matter what happens there will be someone by my side...

Sorry, I do tend to go on about these things sometimes. You should people trying to stop me from romantic ramblings when I'm actually in a relationship. *winks*

[crowley666]

No, it is me being crude. Demon thing, lust being a Deadly Sin...it goes hand in hand.

But yes. It sounds nice. I know why Aziraphale did what he did because it's so tiresome having to restrain yourself from being able to do the little things. Lots of people say demons can't love. Aziraphale said the same to me once. I don't think it's true. We were all capable of love once.