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Chaos theory regards systems, and the idea that any simple one you can think of... will generate irregular behavior born from decidedly "regular" conditions. Textbooks sometimes talk about chaos in terms of fluctuating animal populations, unpredictable weather patterns and "strange attractors", but it's everywhere, all the time. And paradoxically, there's order in it.
I am chaotic systems.
I am generating irregular behavior.
I am surrounded by regularity.
I am fluctuating.
I am unpredictable in my patterns.
I am hypocritical.
I am paradoxial.
And as of right now I'm finished. With all of this.
FINAL EDIT: I'm sorry if you thought I was strong. I'm sorry if I'm letting you down. I'm sorry if you admired me and I have failed you. I'm sorry that you have to go through this with me, even just a little bit. That's why it's best that I disappear. I'm not running from it, just from you -- just enough distance so that you don't feel me when I explode and don't see me when I drop. I couldn't bear for your arms to have to bring me back up again.
I am chaotic systems.
I am generating irregular behavior.
I am surrounded by regularity.
I am fluctuating.
I am unpredictable in my patterns.
I am hypocritical.
I am paradoxial.
And as of right now I'm finished. With all of this.
FINAL EDIT: I'm sorry if you thought I was strong. I'm sorry if I'm letting you down. I'm sorry if you admired me and I have failed you. I'm sorry that you have to go through this with me, even just a little bit. That's why it's best that I disappear. I'm not running from it, just from you -- just enough distance so that you don't feel me when I explode and don't see me when I drop. I couldn't bear for your arms to have to bring me back up again.