cause saying your sorry won't make it right...
things are over with wes. a year and a half and i fucked it up. it's so hard to do this. i don't know if what i did was right, or if i did something stupid. i don't know. this is one of the most confusing situations i've ever been in. it's so hard in college...i just need to be on my own. i feel like a selfish bitch, but it's true. i don't know what else there was to do. it hurt a lot, and i don't know how he is feeling...did i make a mistake? maybe i should have tried harder. i hope he knows that i do love him, but i need to be alone. it's tough. this sucks. love does stink.