Unfulfilled
amongst my cirlce of friends: one is married, another is in an on-again-off-again relationship, several go to japan on a regular basis, some of them are completely uncontactable, and I'm not on speaking terms with the last -_-. I'm wondering what % of this is my fault. I don't get any respect, understanding or support from home. The next school term is about to start: I haven't finished doing all the shit I needed to get done during the holidays, and I can't sign up for my most essential class. I think i'm in a perpetual spiral downward. I can't exercise, thanks to my knee... oh jeaz... It feals like the world is a tuxedo and I'm a pair of brown shoes.