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Aug 03, 2005 00:07

My mother is a drunk. A fucking God Damned DRUNK. And as every day goes by, I begin to hate her more and more... And tomorrow, I'm going to talk to Dad about it. I'm going to tell him the Hell mother is making my life, and tell him because of it, I don't wanna be here anymore... I'm also going to make sure he knows I love him, and that I wish he was home more often....

I fucking hate that woman... I hate her... But what stirs up this rant? Recap.

I went over to Sylvis' today. He, Squirrel, De'Aego, and my kitty Chris were all there... Had fun, but lost my ride back, so I was wigging out... I ended up getting a ride hoem with Sylvis' grandmother, who already doesn't like me... I got home, my mother was on the front porch, bottle of wine in hand. She stumbles out, and proceeds to talk to Sylvis' grandmother, shunning me inside. So, yeah... Then, she comes back, I try to help her, she tells me to get out of her way...

Fuck it. I'm tired of trying with her. I'm about to start speaking my mind... Starting with "Shut up, you drunk fucking bitch, before I break something on you."

>.< Less than a year... Less than a year... And I'll be fucking OUT of Kilgore... And away from that bitch forever.

If she's lucky, maybe I'll come back for Christmas... I know why she goes all out on holidays now... It's to bribe her children to come back home, if only for a day.

Crow Bunny/ Gemma OUT.

(I hate alcohol.)
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