LJ Idol Home Game Season 5: You're So Vain
._. To be honest, I have more of these stories from GJ than from LJ, which is probably because I'm being a slight bit stricter with who I'm adding these days.
I will not tell you my account on GJ, but... We'll put it this way my friends on GJ were: the people who "find humanity despicable" and a bunch of real-life friends who were suicidal.
Most of the time, in an entry on LJ, I make it very obvious who I'm talking about in an entry. Where as on GJ (before it died in a ditch), I often tiptoed around eggshells because I didn't want to be the one who set off the mine among my friends, who took things extremely personally. Here, I'm rather direct in what I'm saying. I don't necessarily MEAN what I say, but if I address you, I am talking about you. I believe in both mercy and honesty, but honesty tends to win-out in the math in my head.
I admit, sometimes I fall into both of the above categories. Sometimes I do find humanity despicable and sometimes I am suicidal(working through it, but it's tough sometimes). Honestly, if anything, I can say MY entries are ME being vain. But that's kinda what a journal is for. It's much more productive to bitch on "paper" than to bitch at people IRL who find me an expressive goof.
I will not tell you my account on GJ, but... We'll put it this way my friends on GJ were: the people who "find humanity despicable" and a bunch of real-life friends who were suicidal.
Most of the time, in an entry on LJ, I make it very obvious who I'm talking about in an entry. Where as on GJ (before it died in a ditch), I often tiptoed around eggshells because I didn't want to be the one who set off the mine among my friends, who took things extremely personally. Here, I'm rather direct in what I'm saying. I don't necessarily MEAN what I say, but if I address you, I am talking about you. I believe in both mercy and honesty, but honesty tends to win-out in the math in my head.
I admit, sometimes I fall into both of the above categories. Sometimes I do find humanity despicable and sometimes I am suicidal(working through it, but it's tough sometimes). Honestly, if anything, I can say MY entries are ME being vain. But that's kinda what a journal is for. It's much more productive to bitch on "paper" than to bitch at people IRL who find me an expressive goof.