Mar 06, 2006 19:47
I feel like shit... I wish she was on... I tried to call her, but she's asleep... nothing has been going right lately... we've been fighting alot lately... and our three month is only 5 days away... I don't even know what to do... she said I am childish sometimes, and I am sure I am... but I feel like it's the same thing I've been doing for awhile... the same things she used to laugh at... It would be so hard for me to change my childish ways... and I am two years younger than she is... so I guess it is to be expected... but I just want her to be happy... nothing else in the world matters to me... I'm so sorry... I'm going to try really hard to be better for you... I love you more than life itself... I wish you were here... so I could spend the rest of the night explaining how much I love you...