But not herself. Hm. Guess meth will do that to ya.
- I feel like absolute trash today. Just gross. I'm sick, I have PMS, my hair and makeup's all fucked up. Ugh. ~DRAMA~
- I really really really want a MySpace because I feel like I'm completely out of the loop. All my friends have one and I'll go there and secretly snoop around and leave feeling so left out. It's like they're a part of this secret society I'm not allowed to belong to(Oh yes I DID just end a sentence with a preposition!). But I'm so scared. It sounds silly but I'm afraid none of my real life friends will read it or leave me friend-y inside joke comments. And I feel like I showed up too late to the party. Everyone's already there and having fun and talking to people, and I'm going to be the one walking around awkwardly looking for people to hang out with. All who shun me. I'm also scared of people denying my friend requests, because I don't handle rejection well. It makes me feel like the failure of the century.:(
Of course, I do have my dear old ELJay. It's pretty much the same as MySpace, but with less scene whores. Sadly, no one I know has one. All the people I talk to on here are just ~internet friends~. Of course, I don't think I'd want my real life friends reading my posts anyway. I talk too much.