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So hey, Livejournal. I guess I've been neglecting you a whole lot. There hasn't been much to write about until now anyway though. So I think we should become friends again. I think in the coming weeks I'll have a lot more material that I need to discuss on a website that like two people read. Cool.
So, Chris is leaving for Myrtle Beach on Saturday. Tomorrow is my official last day of relationship-dom. I tried really hard, but for some reason I couldn't convince him to stay in a super long distance relationship where I would see him like twice a year and mostly just cry on the phone to him when he calls me like once a week because he's doing 12 hour shifts in operating rooms. Can't imagine why he didn't take me up on that.
Sarcasm aside, I really love him, and I'm going to miss him like nobody's biz-nass. He has been pretty much my best friend for this past year. Which probably isn't good. I may or may not have been That Girl Who Neglects Her Friendships For Her Boyfriend. Oops. But anyway, it's going to be awful not to be able to talk to him every day, and to say "I love you" to someone before I go to bed, and to not have a built-in person to hang out with at all times and also have sex with occasionally. Boo.
On the flip side, the end of this relationship has been SOOO long and drawn out and unnecessarily dramatic that part of me just wants him to leave already. I really need to get my life in order and move on. I mean, that's what he's doing. I'm actually sort of excited to see what's going to happen next anyway. Maybe I won't have to wait 20 more years to get another boyfriend! Joy!
So yeah. Mixed feelings as of now. We'll see what happens when he actually leaves. Sigh.
So, Chris is leaving for Myrtle Beach on Saturday. Tomorrow is my official last day of relationship-dom. I tried really hard, but for some reason I couldn't convince him to stay in a super long distance relationship where I would see him like twice a year and mostly just cry on the phone to him when he calls me like once a week because he's doing 12 hour shifts in operating rooms. Can't imagine why he didn't take me up on that.
Sarcasm aside, I really love him, and I'm going to miss him like nobody's biz-nass. He has been pretty much my best friend for this past year. Which probably isn't good. I may or may not have been That Girl Who Neglects Her Friendships For Her Boyfriend. Oops. But anyway, it's going to be awful not to be able to talk to him every day, and to say "I love you" to someone before I go to bed, and to not have a built-in person to hang out with at all times and also have sex with occasionally. Boo.
On the flip side, the end of this relationship has been SOOO long and drawn out and unnecessarily dramatic that part of me just wants him to leave already. I really need to get my life in order and move on. I mean, that's what he's doing. I'm actually sort of excited to see what's going to happen next anyway. Maybe I won't have to wait 20 more years to get another boyfriend! Joy!
So yeah. Mixed feelings as of now. We'll see what happens when he actually leaves. Sigh.