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"I'm not going to let you bleed me dry, I'm leaving." She said picking up her suitcase and walking towards the door. "We've been together a year and a half and you're leaving just like that?" He shouted. "No I'm not leaving like that," she snaps her fingers, "remember, YOU'RE THE ONE WHO IS LEAVING. What is it now, less than a week until you go, you leave without regret without even thinking about me and what I might have to say about this. For a year and a half we have been through all of this shit; first you want to be my friend but twenty seconds later you hate me, refuse my calls and ignore my IMs. I sacrificed my pride for you and what have I gotten in return? Fuck all, all you've done is put my mind into that place where I can't get to so I can't get rid of you. Well when I walk out that door everything that I do and have ever felt with you is disappearing, I'm getting rid of it because it only gets me in trouble. I deserve better - shit, I had better and I fucked it up because of this mess." She said tears welling in her eyes and falling down her cheeks. "You'll hurt more than you can imagine and I don't care that you will. You never made me happy so I have no reason to not go. I loved you but you never loved me, you were too busy dancing to the music. Yeah sure you would call me once in a while so we could get together and be random and deep with eachother but that isn't what I need." He said sitting on the couch and putting his arms across his chest. "So in other words you gave up on me long ago yet never told me?" She said raising her voice. "Yeah, that's pretty much it. How does that feel huh? Does it feel live you've had a knife pushed into your stomach?" He laughed, tears poured down her face, "You're too fucking emotional for me, you want someone who doesn't exist. It's your fault this failed." The world was silent for what seemed like a thousand hours. "No. You aren't doing this to me again." She said picking up her suitcase and walking back towards the door. "Who are you going to run to Scarlet? Maybe you can run to that guy you were seeing, but does he like you enough to deal with the mess you are in? Will he find that mess attractive and want to see you after he has seen you at your worst? Or maybe you'll run to Autumn I'm sure she'll make it all better like she has done time and time again. Are you sure she isn't sick of you? Maybe it's the fact that you're such an emotional wreck that makes her ignore your calls? You're lucky I put up with you as much as I did. No person in their right mind would ever deal with you." He said smiling at her, "You've made your grave, now go lay in it." She slammed the door and ran down the hall. "He's wrong... He's wrong... Please tell me he's wrong."