you killed me
this week, has been the hardest week of my entire life
no joke
on saterday morning.....i recieved the worst news i've ever gotten
it was 9 AM and i was getting ready for work, and the dorbell rings
the man at the door informed me that my lovely kitty sid vicious, was killed by a coyote
: (
it was the hardest thing i've ever had to deal with, i had to see him, and carry my baby back to my house....and it killed me
i've never lost anybody close to me, and my precious kitty was closer than a lot of friends were...i've never ever cried like that
never
i am going to post pictures in remembrance to him
he was the best cat that ever lived....everyone liked him, he liked everyone, even if you didnt like cats, he would always change your mind....he even got along with all the neighbors dogs.
i will miss my baby so much
RIP Sid Vicious
yeah so...just when i thought life couldnt get any worse....it did
so i saw lindsay last on sunday, and we were both busy throughout the week...so we made plans for friday....nothing spedific, just that we were hanging out.
so today would be friday, and we agree on going to the laguna beach spot....now i wanted to be spontaneous and a little different because things have been weird lately and wanted to just have a fun night
so i found an afordable and close play that we could go to and it sounded really good, so i told her about it....
and....
well she told me to hold on...
so i held on....(i also held my breath)
and she says that there is a house show tonight and her friends asked her to help out and then she was going to sleep there....
well didnt we have plans? yes....yes we did....and she told them that....
but still they would be mad...
oh....so...are you gonna go to that?
"well i dont know, they will be pissed"
but you have plans with me...i havent seen you all week and i want to see you real bad....
to shorten things up a tad....i was getting frustrated with how long she was taking to answer, because i was holding my breath the whole time because i was really excited to see her....and i have been trying so hard to make things work....
well finally she gets fed up and says she is staying home instead?
do you know how much that hurts? i wanted to see her, i wanted to make tonight special...and she just....blows me off
i can't handle that...i like this girl more than i've liked anybody in my entire life, she meant everything to me....
but obviously i didnt mean enough to her....
cause she wasn't putting anything in the relationship and it was slowly killing me
so i had to tell her, i had to end things because i can't handle it,
AHHHH i wanted things to work out so badly....
i can't even picture myself with another girl like i was with her
i loved doing sweet things for her...
and now its over...and im a fucking wreck
she murdered me....
this week...
this week i wish i had a time machine
i'm numb right now, i need a friend
bye
no joke
on saterday morning.....i recieved the worst news i've ever gotten
it was 9 AM and i was getting ready for work, and the dorbell rings
the man at the door informed me that my lovely kitty sid vicious, was killed by a coyote
: (
it was the hardest thing i've ever had to deal with, i had to see him, and carry my baby back to my house....and it killed me
i've never lost anybody close to me, and my precious kitty was closer than a lot of friends were...i've never ever cried like that
never
i am going to post pictures in remembrance to him
he was the best cat that ever lived....everyone liked him, he liked everyone, even if you didnt like cats, he would always change your mind....he even got along with all the neighbors dogs.
i will miss my baby so much
RIP Sid Vicious
yeah so...just when i thought life couldnt get any worse....it did
so i saw lindsay last on sunday, and we were both busy throughout the week...so we made plans for friday....nothing spedific, just that we were hanging out.
so today would be friday, and we agree on going to the laguna beach spot....now i wanted to be spontaneous and a little different because things have been weird lately and wanted to just have a fun night
so i found an afordable and close play that we could go to and it sounded really good, so i told her about it....
and....
well she told me to hold on...
so i held on....(i also held my breath)
and she says that there is a house show tonight and her friends asked her to help out and then she was going to sleep there....
well didnt we have plans? yes....yes we did....and she told them that....
but still they would be mad...
oh....so...are you gonna go to that?
"well i dont know, they will be pissed"
but you have plans with me...i havent seen you all week and i want to see you real bad....
to shorten things up a tad....i was getting frustrated with how long she was taking to answer, because i was holding my breath the whole time because i was really excited to see her....and i have been trying so hard to make things work....
well finally she gets fed up and says she is staying home instead?
do you know how much that hurts? i wanted to see her, i wanted to make tonight special...and she just....blows me off
i can't handle that...i like this girl more than i've liked anybody in my entire life, she meant everything to me....
but obviously i didnt mean enough to her....
cause she wasn't putting anything in the relationship and it was slowly killing me
so i had to tell her, i had to end things because i can't handle it,
AHHHH i wanted things to work out so badly....
i can't even picture myself with another girl like i was with her
i loved doing sweet things for her...
and now its over...and im a fucking wreck
she murdered me....
this week...
this week i wish i had a time machine
i'm numb right now, i need a friend
bye