It's sad when "brotherly love" is a foreign concept, especially when it's about your twin
Yeah, I really don't have any idea why my brother is the way he is towards me. More and more, I'm starting to feel like an outsider because he doesn't really talk to me, and whenever I ask him about what he's doin or who he's hanging out with his answer is always "why do you care?". And whenever I try to extend the olive branch and talk to him or invite him to a friend's house he always takes it and breaks it in half and throws it back in my face. And if that's not enough, he makes Huge deals about nothing. Like the time when he wanted to go to Debbie's party and I initially wasn't going, when Alex told me he really wanted to hang out with me and said he was driving me if Kyle wouldn't.....Kyle through this Huuuge fit like I was ruining his huge plan and felt it necessary to take and hide my fuckin' wallet and just sit there as I looked for it for about half an hour until confronting him. When I found out he hid it, I nearly beat the shit out of him, cuz that is Not something you do. And it turns out all his pissing and moaning was for nothing, because the party was as fun as hell even when I was there. And even after he hid my wallet and I had no reason to be nice to him, while we were there I was trying to get hook him up (at least for that night) with this girl and seemed to be doing pretty well, considering the slept on the couch with each other. I guess I'm just too nice.....But this event brings me to the current issue.....
Ever since Alex went to Central and Kyle and I both decided that we were transferring there too, we've both been planning on rooming with Alex. But the only difference was Kyle had it in his head that he "had dibs" and I just wasn't gonna be in there with Alex. So when Alex tells Kyle about me being in their room, Kyle through this HUUUGE hissy fit and complained to Alex to the point where I am no longer with them because Kyle said "If Alex let me room with him, then Kyle would no longer be friends with Alex anymore." That is just plain pathetic. What kind of friend is that? I guess the whole point to this is that I have absolutely no idea why Kyle holds such a big grudge against me. Which is really frustrating, cuz brothers are supposed to be close, and I feel more like an acquaintance he disliked the moment we met instead of his twin. I understand he needs some independance, but he's taking it to very childish and selfish extremes. Does anyone know why he has so much against me, because I'm clueless. He always goes out of his way to inconvenience or try to make me mad and it's getting old fast. Which is why I want to try to make things better, but I'm gonna need some help from you guys to do it. So, for my sake, please talk to him for me.....
Oh, and it might appear that Central is fuckin' us both over big time because Alex told Kyle that "According to Central, grade-wise we're Juniors, but as far as residency is concerned we're freshmen, which means we get last dibs for roommates and buildings." which makes things worse, because I don't want to get stuck in a dorm that's far away from Tara's cuz that would just plain suck soo bad!! Cuz I might not even get to have a car when I go there! Gaaahhh, I hate when this shit comes out of nowhere!
Ever since Alex went to Central and Kyle and I both decided that we were transferring there too, we've both been planning on rooming with Alex. But the only difference was Kyle had it in his head that he "had dibs" and I just wasn't gonna be in there with Alex. So when Alex tells Kyle about me being in their room, Kyle through this HUUUGE hissy fit and complained to Alex to the point where I am no longer with them because Kyle said "If Alex let me room with him, then Kyle would no longer be friends with Alex anymore." That is just plain pathetic. What kind of friend is that? I guess the whole point to this is that I have absolutely no idea why Kyle holds such a big grudge against me. Which is really frustrating, cuz brothers are supposed to be close, and I feel more like an acquaintance he disliked the moment we met instead of his twin. I understand he needs some independance, but he's taking it to very childish and selfish extremes. Does anyone know why he has so much against me, because I'm clueless. He always goes out of his way to inconvenience or try to make me mad and it's getting old fast. Which is why I want to try to make things better, but I'm gonna need some help from you guys to do it. So, for my sake, please talk to him for me.....
Oh, and it might appear that Central is fuckin' us both over big time because Alex told Kyle that "According to Central, grade-wise we're Juniors, but as far as residency is concerned we're freshmen, which means we get last dibs for roommates and buildings." which makes things worse, because I don't want to get stuck in a dorm that's far away from Tara's cuz that would just plain suck soo bad!! Cuz I might not even get to have a car when I go there! Gaaahhh, I hate when this shit comes out of nowhere!