Dec 01, 2005 22:30
I know it's been a while, but I've been kind of in a funk with all this shitty weather and tests coming out of my ears at school. (which I've been doing less than stellar on) And when you throw 8 hour work shifts in the middle of it all, it makes for a Lot of stress. And that's how I've been feeling a lot lately, just completely stressed out by everything. Like nothing I want to or need to go my way has been recently......I just wish I had some time to myself, away from home where I could just be alone and meditate on what's bothering me so I can better deal with it, but in my current atmosphere it's proving to be difficult. I suppose most of it is the fact that I'm still living in the same place with the same ppl that I have for almost 20 years now and all the monotony and familiarity is eating away at me. I'm far too big for the nest and I want to stretch my wings and fly, but I'm still chained down to it. I think I just need a change of scenery and things will really improve for the better.....
Nice comments will be greatly appreciated.