May 02, 2005 14:51
i havent updated in a while because of the fact that i have been feeling shitty. i never realized that this could hurt so much. i have come to the conclusion that caring for someone more than anything while they can just stop caring out of no where is one of the worst things in the world. i am really starting to miss my friends from good old linden. i cant wait until thursday when i can come home andbe there for a while. even tho im not going back to the place that actually feels like home it will feel more like it than this place.
alright im done with that ramble. anyway i found out that i got a job at mid-state bolt and screw selling screws and bolts to people. it shoule be a sweet summer job, and at least its not pizza delivery.
well im off to try to forget this past weekend of seeing people that make me feel horrible.