Lamest Entry ever

Mar 16, 2006 11:46

Hmm so me and Renae broke up. So last night while I was upset about it I realized it wasnt her I was upset about. Strange thing, cause it happened with Jenny too. I realized that they gave up on me, so I can careless. The only person that never gave up on me was Heather. Even we were done she didnt give up on me. But I was so young and stupid, plus the distance wasnt something I could handle. Heres where it gets lame...

Ive missed her for like 3 years now. I spent the last two years looking for her(I mean LOOKING. Google, myspace, phonebooks, school directorys), and a couple months ago her cousin told me she was living with her boyfriend somewhere. I kinda feel like I blew my one shot at true love. Oh well I guess being single forever isnt too bad. I dont have to deal with alot of the extra baggage that comes with relationships
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