Like a Phoenix, I will rise from the ashes....
Alot has happend since my last entry. Where to start...
Well, if noone already knows which most do, Me and Bri split up. Rather in an aweful way I think. And it's been really really hard. Heart break isn't fun. I've seen it in others but to feel it, it's something I've never felt before. I'm sure everyone on here has felt at least once in there life but shit, it fucking sucks. You put your heart into something, something that you believe in, then it rips your heart out and throws it against the wall. This is gonna take time, alot of time for my heart to heal. But I believe I'm on the rebound, at least I want to think I am. Since September everything has change, and it's been a painful change. Bri moving out, me moving back into my parents house, the breakup... But I am thankful and happy though, my friend and family have been behind me. When I go down I know there is someone there to pick me up. And I feel there are some that I need to thank for their personal help, not that any of my other friends weren't their, which they were. :)
I do need to thank Oscar, dude, you were there when this began and have been since. You'd come out and get me calm me down and what not and just talk to me. You are my brother. We've been friends for years over 10 and I feel we will be til the end. Yea it sounds cheesy but you know what I mean. I love ya brother. And we need to go shooting again soon. This time with big things and more shaving cream, lots of shaving cream.
Another I'd like to thank is someone who I've known for awhile but has recently come into the picture. Kati, you came out and picked me up and we've never even met face to face. Gutsy. hahaha but seriously now, you did help me. You were there to talk to and hang out with. And even though we've hung out 3 times? You are a good friend, a great one in fact. Even if we don't know what to do when we hang out it's still cool that you came out and helped and hung out with me.
Is that it? I don't know I just got writers block and I'm being distracted by harvey birdman. I know there's more but I don't know exactly what to say but thank you, thank you very much.
"What does not kill you, makes you stronger" Conan
Who said nothing good came out of a Arnold Schwarzenegger movie, I ask you, who?!
Well, if noone already knows which most do, Me and Bri split up. Rather in an aweful way I think. And it's been really really hard. Heart break isn't fun. I've seen it in others but to feel it, it's something I've never felt before. I'm sure everyone on here has felt at least once in there life but shit, it fucking sucks. You put your heart into something, something that you believe in, then it rips your heart out and throws it against the wall. This is gonna take time, alot of time for my heart to heal. But I believe I'm on the rebound, at least I want to think I am. Since September everything has change, and it's been a painful change. Bri moving out, me moving back into my parents house, the breakup... But I am thankful and happy though, my friend and family have been behind me. When I go down I know there is someone there to pick me up. And I feel there are some that I need to thank for their personal help, not that any of my other friends weren't their, which they were. :)
I do need to thank Oscar, dude, you were there when this began and have been since. You'd come out and get me calm me down and what not and just talk to me. You are my brother. We've been friends for years over 10 and I feel we will be til the end. Yea it sounds cheesy but you know what I mean. I love ya brother. And we need to go shooting again soon. This time with big things and more shaving cream, lots of shaving cream.
Another I'd like to thank is someone who I've known for awhile but has recently come into the picture. Kati, you came out and picked me up and we've never even met face to face. Gutsy. hahaha but seriously now, you did help me. You were there to talk to and hang out with. And even though we've hung out 3 times? You are a good friend, a great one in fact. Even if we don't know what to do when we hang out it's still cool that you came out and helped and hung out with me.
Is that it? I don't know I just got writers block and I'm being distracted by harvey birdman. I know there's more but I don't know exactly what to say but thank you, thank you very much.
"What does not kill you, makes you stronger" Conan
Who said nothing good came out of a Arnold Schwarzenegger movie, I ask you, who?!