It sets in...
I haven't felt this way in a long time. I know I shouldn't let this get to me, I'm trying though. I do understand where she's coming from and it is hard to get by, I know cause I had to once. And I still love her. It's just the feeling alone in an empty apartment I have only a few options....
1. Ride it out on my own
2. Get a new roomate and possibly upgrade to a 2 (or 3 depending on how many I get)
3. Move back home
The only time I've felt this way is when I first moved out, no phone, no internet. I had to walk to a pay phone to get a hold of anyone. But I know I'm not alone. Just that feeling in here. The feeling of having this place to myself is welcoming, but I would like to have someone or something here to come home to. She's taking her cats and ferret back. I know I'll do something, I just need to think. I might be bale to pay for stuff on my own, but that means I may not have any spending money. I might if I watch my budget and spending. But I'll live. I can, I know I can.
This is the crossroads...
1. Ride it out on my own
2. Get a new roomate and possibly upgrade to a 2 (or 3 depending on how many I get)
3. Move back home
The only time I've felt this way is when I first moved out, no phone, no internet. I had to walk to a pay phone to get a hold of anyone. But I know I'm not alone. Just that feeling in here. The feeling of having this place to myself is welcoming, but I would like to have someone or something here to come home to. She's taking her cats and ferret back. I know I'll do something, I just need to think. I might be bale to pay for stuff on my own, but that means I may not have any spending money. I might if I watch my budget and spending. But I'll live. I can, I know I can.
This is the crossroads...