I feel the change coming, who will stand to watch
It seems like the world itself is falling apart. Giant Tsunamis, massive floods in Ohio, multiple volcanos in Guatemala going off, big mudslides and 20 ft. snows in California. It almost seems like the thread of nature is ripping apart.
But then again, hasnt the world always been weird like this?
I dunno, its just, its always seemed to me the world lacks justice.
Tell me, why is it that nice guys finish last? Why does it seem that the people who deserve nothing get everything, and the people who work so desperatly for it are often shunned from the general society?
What theif is there that can steal the hope of a man, and leave them hollow?
I hate my family. I hate school. The computers are the only thing thats kept me sane.
I dont know why. Mabye its this whole issue of justice, of being in control.
I cant keep it in anymore. There are times when ive been amused, or having fun, or enjoying something. But if you see happiness as a lastying feeling of general saisfaction with everything, then i havent been happy for the longest time.
Im weird. I know it. I have a psuedo-depression. I could never do a thing like kill myself. Im too logical to do that. I know that it wouldnt have a point to it. If people dislike me that much, it would be worse for them for me to stay around. No, its different. Did you ever get, like, heartburn or something, where it feels like youre being eaten from the inside, taken out by the core. Thats what i feel like right now.
Im gonna go play RO, i can pretend to be normal there.
But then again, hasnt the world always been weird like this?
I dunno, its just, its always seemed to me the world lacks justice.
Tell me, why is it that nice guys finish last? Why does it seem that the people who deserve nothing get everything, and the people who work so desperatly for it are often shunned from the general society?
What theif is there that can steal the hope of a man, and leave them hollow?
I hate my family. I hate school. The computers are the only thing thats kept me sane.
I dont know why. Mabye its this whole issue of justice, of being in control.
I cant keep it in anymore. There are times when ive been amused, or having fun, or enjoying something. But if you see happiness as a lastying feeling of general saisfaction with everything, then i havent been happy for the longest time.
Im weird. I know it. I have a psuedo-depression. I could never do a thing like kill myself. Im too logical to do that. I know that it wouldnt have a point to it. If people dislike me that much, it would be worse for them for me to stay around. No, its different. Did you ever get, like, heartburn or something, where it feels like youre being eaten from the inside, taken out by the core. Thats what i feel like right now.
Im gonna go play RO, i can pretend to be normal there.