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i'm not in the mood for it so ozzfest review tomarrow. it was good.
there were quite a few times when i was alone and not really digging what was on *cough black lable society cough* and i just kinda sat around and thought about shit. i want things to go back to how they were. i want to be a lil straight edge kid again. i'm done smoking. and i'm not going to drink anymore. i've been spending alot of time with jess recently, and i want her back like you wouldn't believe. its so hard to do the just friends thing >_< i hate how i am with that. at least i know the straight edge thing will happen. i want to get my lisence. i want a different fucking job. i want to go to school. i'm fucking my life over and i'm hating myself because of it. i'm glad i'm over that whole cutting myself shit otherwise i'd prolly be doing it now >_< i want to take this ring off, because it makes me sad anymore. after what she said...i think about that too now and it bums me out. but i'm NEVER taking it off. problem i have to deal with i guess.
enough of this bummed out post. i need a shower, some food, and then i need to pass out so i can go close for the next two days >_<
OH. i put in my two weeks and my manager offered me a raise to keep me haha.
there were quite a few times when i was alone and not really digging what was on *cough black lable society cough* and i just kinda sat around and thought about shit. i want things to go back to how they were. i want to be a lil straight edge kid again. i'm done smoking. and i'm not going to drink anymore. i've been spending alot of time with jess recently, and i want her back like you wouldn't believe. its so hard to do the just friends thing >_< i hate how i am with that. at least i know the straight edge thing will happen. i want to get my lisence. i want a different fucking job. i want to go to school. i'm fucking my life over and i'm hating myself because of it. i'm glad i'm over that whole cutting myself shit otherwise i'd prolly be doing it now >_< i want to take this ring off, because it makes me sad anymore. after what she said...i think about that too now and it bums me out. but i'm NEVER taking it off. problem i have to deal with i guess.
enough of this bummed out post. i need a shower, some food, and then i need to pass out so i can go close for the next two days >_<
OH. i put in my two weeks and my manager offered me a raise to keep me haha.