"why?" continued...
Ok so my "why?" was directed toward my experiences at seaworld today with my family. I think that if I went with anyone else except my family, I would have had more fun than I did. I think that today would have been an experience to remember...for some reason I just don't see today as a "wonderful experience to remember for all times" thing.
I'm mad at myself...frustrated with myself...confused about the whole thing...Why can't I have the same fun with my family that I do with my friends?? What am I doing wrong?? Is satan attacking me and my family relationships??
Something Bonni said helped me see the whole "family thing" in a different light...a more "realistic" light. She said that everyone reaches a point in their life where they just don't know where their family fits. Its no longer "fun" to do things together...but maybe it just needs to be a different kind of fun...maybe our definition of fun is off.
God, you gave me my family. Thank you soo much that I have such a wonderful family! I love them soo much! I want to have deep relationships with them. I want to be able to have fun with them. But it seems that everytime we're together it just doesn't work out. God, if satan is doing this...stop him!! SHUT HIM DOWN! God, help me to look past everything that doesn't work out and just enjoy the presence of my family.
I'm mad at myself...frustrated with myself...confused about the whole thing...Why can't I have the same fun with my family that I do with my friends?? What am I doing wrong?? Is satan attacking me and my family relationships??
Something Bonni said helped me see the whole "family thing" in a different light...a more "realistic" light. She said that everyone reaches a point in their life where they just don't know where their family fits. Its no longer "fun" to do things together...but maybe it just needs to be a different kind of fun...maybe our definition of fun is off.
God, you gave me my family. Thank you soo much that I have such a wonderful family! I love them soo much! I want to have deep relationships with them. I want to be able to have fun with them. But it seems that everytime we're together it just doesn't work out. God, if satan is doing this...stop him!! SHUT HIM DOWN! God, help me to look past everything that doesn't work out and just enjoy the presence of my family.