MENTAL STATE LOG | a!facility
PREMISE
Each week is analyzed at the beginning utilizing the online method of basic anxiety testing located HERE. The current scale in use is Zung. A test is taken in the mindset of the character and applied before each reset at the game a_facility. Below is the rating system and how it works, from there a small paragraph of insight is written and applied towards the weeks events as well as any character interaction that has occurred during that particular week. Consider this post of logging the characters development in mind state as well character relationships. Please keep in mind that the character is a child with a severe history of mental issues. To read more on his personality please see the sections of PERSONALITY and HANDLING FACILITY located here.
➥ 20 to 44 NORMAL ; 45 to 59 MILD TO MODERATE ; 60 to 74 SEVERE ; 75 to 80 EXTREME
WEEK 135
R A T I N G [END OF WEEK]: 78/80
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CHARACTER INTERACTION:
☑ DAMIAN WAYNE
ARCHIVE: Ⅰ, Ⅱ | One would think that running into a familiar face when waking up in a not so familiar place would do the trick but Damian's presence here only causes more anxiety. The perpetual questioning of his own reality inside and out of the facility is not aided by his friends presence but instead conflicts him more on what to believe. The bluntness of Damian's explanation does little to yield his panic even when the other boy manufactures a replacement for Rory. It does little to ease the uncomfortable situation in while he tells him that he cannot trust anyone in the place. It creates a dependence despite his questioning.
WEEK 136
R A T I N G [END OF WEEK]: 76/80
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CHARACTER INTERACTION:
☑ STEPHANIE BROWN
ARCHIVE: Ⅰ | A particular case, his introduction to Stephanie is a step in the right direction. Upon realization that Damian is the one that sent her to the hideout within the location, things ease between the two at a quicker pace than it would be in the company of another adult figure. Stephs presence eases Colin and allows for a minor level of comfort despite the stresses of arriving within the new environment of Haven. It is not an immediate trust though, and Colin finds himself wary of her, unsure.
WEEK 137
R A T I N G [END OF WEEK]: 56/80
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CHARACTER INTERACTION: none.
WEEK 138
R A T I N G [END OF WEEK]: 72/80
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CHARACTER INTERACTION: none.
WEEK 139
R A T I N G [END OF WEEK]: 64/80
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CHARACTER INTERACTION:
⇧ STEPHANIE BROWN
ARCHIVE: Ⅰ | Under the assumption that Stephanie has been present with him throughout the remainder of the F!3, arriving from one stressful environment to another, particularly one without gravity, does little to help Colins current state of mind. Yet, due to assistance from Stephanie and her guidance throughout the weeks prior and the week of idle floating, his trust level in her has increased and in the absence of Damian who has fallen into coma due to player hiatus, his dependence is switching to her.
WEEK 140
R A T I N G [END OF WEEK]: 60/80
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CHARACTER INTERACTION:
☑ THE MIDNIGHTER
ARCHIVE: Ⅰ | Being able to treat Colin as a child has worked in Midnighters favor. The removal of his cowl which initially caused him to panic and shy away provides a sense of trust, an exposure of self and having a face to put with the intensity of the mask is beneficial. While he does not completely place his trust in him as he is indeed an adult, his interaction was fatherly and supportive in indirect way and allowed Colin control over the situation by requesting his assistance. Making him feel helpful, there is potential for a further level of trust but at the moment he does not know the other well enough for his presence to calm him in any way.
☑ YACHIRU KUSAJISHI
ARCHIVE: Ⅰ | With Colin's issues in the trust of adults, Yachiru is a breath of fresh air being a child herself. Meeting her was significantly easier than anyone else she has come into contact with due to her outgoing nature and willingness to conversation. Her voice and attitude as a person around Colin's age allows for a near immediate sense of relief and basic camaraderie that childhood law maintains.
☑ TOMMY SHEPHERD
ARCHIVE: Ⅰ | Initially wary of Tommy, Colin had little to no problem opening up to him in a basic way once he found out that he was not the only one experiencing night terrors in facility. Tommy's explanation of his own fears and dreams brought him down to a level of familiarity for Colin as something he could relate to in the mental perspective. While he is still not one that Colin would run to in need of help, his interaction provided a good stance for the other to be in as far as favor was concerned.
☒ KATNISS EVERDEEN
ARCHIVE: Ⅰ | A little too quiet and a little too strange, outside his loop of understanding, while Katniss's intentions where kind, Colins very basic interaction with her and her withdrawn demeanor created a wariness in her presence, an uncertainty if he could trust her fully or in any matter of all due to lack of communication and understanding of the place she came from and words she utilized during conversation.
☑ DICK GRAYSON
ARCHIVE: Ⅰ | While starting off to a shaky start, the fact that Dick was persistent in his involvement with Colin during their first interaction puts him in a good place. The fact that he knew Damian though made it even easier to find mild trust within the adult figure that took time out of his day to sit down with Colin and entertain him, calming his frazzled nerves by reading him a book. Though, due to the fact that Dick is an adult puts him at a disadvantage and anyone that claims to know Damian makes Colin feel as if he should check in with the absent other before truly coming to forge any relationship with them.
☒ ACCELERATOR
ARCHIVE: Ⅰ | The albino started off on the wrong foot. His abrasive attitude and language brought Colin's mindset into the negative and there was no trust that was expressed towards the other who only chased him away with his intent on knowing more about the other than Colin was willing to share. His presence and interaction reminded Colin of what Damian said about trusting people and reminded him that while people can pretend to care, they likely don't mean it.
WEEK 141
R A T I N G [END OF WEEK]: 59/80
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CHARACTER INTERACTION: --
WEEK 142
R A T I N G [END OF WEEK]: 54/80
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CHARACTER INTERACTION: --
WEEK 143
R A T I N G [END OF WEEK]: 61/80
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CHARACTER INTERACTION: --
WEEK 144
R A T I N G [END OF WEEK]: not applicable
in progress.
CHARACTER INTERACTION: in progress.
Each week is analyzed at the beginning utilizing the online method of basic anxiety testing located HERE. The current scale in use is Zung. A test is taken in the mindset of the character and applied before each reset at the game a_facility. Below is the rating system and how it works, from there a small paragraph of insight is written and applied towards the weeks events as well as any character interaction that has occurred during that particular week. Consider this post of logging the characters development in mind state as well character relationships. Please keep in mind that the character is a child with a severe history of mental issues. To read more on his personality please see the sections of PERSONALITY and HANDLING FACILITY located here.
➥ 20 to 44 NORMAL ; 45 to 59 MILD TO MODERATE ; 60 to 74 SEVERE ; 75 to 80 EXTREME
WEEK 135
R A T I N G [END OF WEEK]: 78/80
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CHARACTER INTERACTION:
☑ DAMIAN WAYNE
ARCHIVE: Ⅰ, Ⅱ | One would think that running into a familiar face when waking up in a not so familiar place would do the trick but Damian's presence here only causes more anxiety. The perpetual questioning of his own reality inside and out of the facility is not aided by his friends presence but instead conflicts him more on what to believe. The bluntness of Damian's explanation does little to yield his panic even when the other boy manufactures a replacement for Rory. It does little to ease the uncomfortable situation in while he tells him that he cannot trust anyone in the place. It creates a dependence despite his questioning.
WEEK 136
R A T I N G [END OF WEEK]: 76/80
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CHARACTER INTERACTION:
☑ STEPHANIE BROWN
ARCHIVE: Ⅰ | A particular case, his introduction to Stephanie is a step in the right direction. Upon realization that Damian is the one that sent her to the hideout within the location, things ease between the two at a quicker pace than it would be in the company of another adult figure. Stephs presence eases Colin and allows for a minor level of comfort despite the stresses of arriving within the new environment of Haven. It is not an immediate trust though, and Colin finds himself wary of her, unsure.
WEEK 137
R A T I N G [END OF WEEK]: 56/80
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CHARACTER INTERACTION: none.
WEEK 138
R A T I N G [END OF WEEK]: 72/80
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CHARACTER INTERACTION: none.
WEEK 139
R A T I N G [END OF WEEK]: 64/80
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CHARACTER INTERACTION:
⇧ STEPHANIE BROWN
ARCHIVE: Ⅰ | Under the assumption that Stephanie has been present with him throughout the remainder of the F!3, arriving from one stressful environment to another, particularly one without gravity, does little to help Colins current state of mind. Yet, due to assistance from Stephanie and her guidance throughout the weeks prior and the week of idle floating, his trust level in her has increased and in the absence of Damian who has fallen into coma due to player hiatus, his dependence is switching to her.
WEEK 140
R A T I N G [END OF WEEK]: 60/80
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CHARACTER INTERACTION:
☑ THE MIDNIGHTER
ARCHIVE: Ⅰ | Being able to treat Colin as a child has worked in Midnighters favor. The removal of his cowl which initially caused him to panic and shy away provides a sense of trust, an exposure of self and having a face to put with the intensity of the mask is beneficial. While he does not completely place his trust in him as he is indeed an adult, his interaction was fatherly and supportive in indirect way and allowed Colin control over the situation by requesting his assistance. Making him feel helpful, there is potential for a further level of trust but at the moment he does not know the other well enough for his presence to calm him in any way.
☑ YACHIRU KUSAJISHI
ARCHIVE: Ⅰ | With Colin's issues in the trust of adults, Yachiru is a breath of fresh air being a child herself. Meeting her was significantly easier than anyone else she has come into contact with due to her outgoing nature and willingness to conversation. Her voice and attitude as a person around Colin's age allows for a near immediate sense of relief and basic camaraderie that childhood law maintains.
☑ TOMMY SHEPHERD
ARCHIVE: Ⅰ | Initially wary of Tommy, Colin had little to no problem opening up to him in a basic way once he found out that he was not the only one experiencing night terrors in facility. Tommy's explanation of his own fears and dreams brought him down to a level of familiarity for Colin as something he could relate to in the mental perspective. While he is still not one that Colin would run to in need of help, his interaction provided a good stance for the other to be in as far as favor was concerned.
☒ KATNISS EVERDEEN
ARCHIVE: Ⅰ | A little too quiet and a little too strange, outside his loop of understanding, while Katniss's intentions where kind, Colins very basic interaction with her and her withdrawn demeanor created a wariness in her presence, an uncertainty if he could trust her fully or in any matter of all due to lack of communication and understanding of the place she came from and words she utilized during conversation.
☑ DICK GRAYSON
ARCHIVE: Ⅰ | While starting off to a shaky start, the fact that Dick was persistent in his involvement with Colin during their first interaction puts him in a good place. The fact that he knew Damian though made it even easier to find mild trust within the adult figure that took time out of his day to sit down with Colin and entertain him, calming his frazzled nerves by reading him a book. Though, due to the fact that Dick is an adult puts him at a disadvantage and anyone that claims to know Damian makes Colin feel as if he should check in with the absent other before truly coming to forge any relationship with them.
☒ ACCELERATOR
ARCHIVE: Ⅰ | The albino started off on the wrong foot. His abrasive attitude and language brought Colin's mindset into the negative and there was no trust that was expressed towards the other who only chased him away with his intent on knowing more about the other than Colin was willing to share. His presence and interaction reminded Colin of what Damian said about trusting people and reminded him that while people can pretend to care, they likely don't mean it.
WEEK 141
R A T I N G [END OF WEEK]: 59/80
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CHARACTER INTERACTION: --
WEEK 142
R A T I N G [END OF WEEK]: 54/80
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CHARACTER INTERACTION: --
WEEK 143
R A T I N G [END OF WEEK]: 61/80
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CHARACTER INTERACTION: --
WEEK 144
R A T I N G [END OF WEEK]: not applicable
in progress.
CHARACTER INTERACTION: in progress.