Soccer memories

Jun 12, 2005 23:24

I think all the stress and hidden anxiety i had from UCSD seem to pile over these past 2 days as i am struck with stuffy nose, cough, sinus pressure, and body fatigue. Last night i slept from 9:30pm to 7:30 am. A record for me.

Last night i went to a soccer game with my dad. I figured it be nice to hang out with my dad and just spend some time with him. Watching soccer was fun. And it reminded me of the good and bad times of playing soccer
for me. The crowd cheering, faking out your opponents, and the feeling of accomplishment were all things i loved about soccer. But it also reminded me of things i hated about soccer, which lead to me pretty much hating it the last 4 years i was playing. People yelling at each other, making a stupid mistake, and the coach yelling at you just to make sure you would feel a bit more ashamed.

But either way the LA galaxy won and it was fun watching soccer and not participating in the competive spirit that often times takes over you

Today i went to my old church and i couldn't help feeling very sad about it. Being in IV and in Coast Vineyard Church in SD i am constatly in a crowd that sings loud and does loud worship. At my Lutheran Church its so...quiet and not very exciting i guess. But theres different ways of worshipping God so i guess thats okay. But it maybe me feel more distant from that church then i ever have before.

Since my cold, my ears are plugged so i can barely hear anything. I bet i yelled louder than i should of all day. Well tommorow i'm off to find a job. Pray for me

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