Down
I've been having that invisible feeling alot lately.
Not being actually invisible, but being kind of... just drifting unimportantly through other people's lives. I mean sure, what happens in my own life should be the only thing of concern to me, but I still sometimes wish I made a little more impact on others too.
I've had countless people go "oh, oh we definetly have to chat tomorrow".
I feel like now I'm just telling people my problems because I don't actually expect them to listen. That's not a good thing, right? Saying shit like "oh yeah, well I'm actually feeling really down at the moment...its pretty bad, like I just want to stay in bed all day" because it seems like people just go "yeah, mmm-hmm, look i'm really tired so lets chat tomorrow okay sweetie!"
Sure. Tomorrow. Tomorrow is always a good time when you don't want to spend listening to stuff. Here's a hint why: tomorrow is always there but it never actually comes.
I hate this feeling, this kind of general blanketing down-ness.
oh and cheers adam- this has no reference to you.
Not being actually invisible, but being kind of... just drifting unimportantly through other people's lives. I mean sure, what happens in my own life should be the only thing of concern to me, but I still sometimes wish I made a little more impact on others too.
I've had countless people go "oh, oh we definetly have to chat tomorrow".
I feel like now I'm just telling people my problems because I don't actually expect them to listen. That's not a good thing, right? Saying shit like "oh yeah, well I'm actually feeling really down at the moment...its pretty bad, like I just want to stay in bed all day" because it seems like people just go "yeah, mmm-hmm, look i'm really tired so lets chat tomorrow okay sweetie!"
Sure. Tomorrow. Tomorrow is always a good time when you don't want to spend listening to stuff. Here's a hint why: tomorrow is always there but it never actually comes.
I hate this feeling, this kind of general blanketing down-ness.
oh and cheers adam- this has no reference to you.