Moments that still you
Everybody loves to remember moments...moments when they were shocked to the bone, moments when they felt overrun with gratitude or joy, moments when they were entirely consumed with an emotion or feeling or desire...
I always remember the moments that still me.
Where for a second, your heart stops and you freeze, you don't really know how to process information and even more, you don't know how to process anything afterwards...
I've had those moments when I feel like i'm so lucky...a few days ago, we had a tutorial in a coffee shop and we were discussing how we had world famous 'celebrity' academics who lecture for us and how incredible it is that we have such great oppotunities.
Sometimes I get that moment of revelation where suddenley a whole lot of stuff makes sense and it feels dreadful to have worked out a little part of the world and to know what comes next is deciding what you do with your revelation.
Yesterday, I had that moment when I felt consumed with not knowing ness. I didn't know if I should feel relieved or scared or guilty or none of the above or all of the above...so I just didn't feel any of them.
I'm at a crossroads. I'm not really sure which way to go.
I always remember the moments that still me.
Where for a second, your heart stops and you freeze, you don't really know how to process information and even more, you don't know how to process anything afterwards...
I've had those moments when I feel like i'm so lucky...a few days ago, we had a tutorial in a coffee shop and we were discussing how we had world famous 'celebrity' academics who lecture for us and how incredible it is that we have such great oppotunities.
Sometimes I get that moment of revelation where suddenley a whole lot of stuff makes sense and it feels dreadful to have worked out a little part of the world and to know what comes next is deciding what you do with your revelation.
Yesterday, I had that moment when I felt consumed with not knowing ness. I didn't know if I should feel relieved or scared or guilty or none of the above or all of the above...so I just didn't feel any of them.
I'm at a crossroads. I'm not really sure which way to go.