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holy crap am i ever head over heels. wtf, man. what happened to me? i was once so cold and callous, and now i'm all bubbling over with buzzing nerves just from an hour on the phone talking about cheesy japanese action movies and man-eating goats and art and video games and birth and death and school and language and rats. i wanted to find my equal. not my twin, just someone no better nor worse than me, somebody i can trust and somebody i can know. and now i have two people (leah and KS) and my life is so much better for it, i'm so happy even when i'm miserable. my heart is all swelling up like a bird and it feels sweet. being called the coolest girl in the world for being a geek feels pretty sweet too. KS is sweet. he reads my mind and tells me words i can't remember. i wish my loves didn't live so far away ;_; it hurts deep in the pit of my chest where i think a heart may once have beat hot blood. [/emo poetry]