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sometimes i feel i allow myself to become this completely bitter person, but in reality, that is not who i am. perhaps i do it as a cover up for my feelings, i'm not sure why i do it at all actually. it's as if i can't stop, i feel like i continue to just keep letting all these negative emotions flow out of my mouth, and after i am done speaking i have no clue why i would say something so catty. sometimes my sarcasm gets the best of me, but lately i feel as i have been a total brat. maybe i am over exaggerating, but i really am going to work on changing my attitude towards my family. perhaps just living with four girls makes us all go crazy, i'm not sure, but we certainly are all always on pins and needles and i don't like that feeling, as i'm sure nobody does.