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AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't understand somethings most of the time, but right now there's one thing that really confuses me...
like if someone is sick. I mean REALLY sick why do they insist on doing something really strenuous. ARG! i mean really.
I HATE when you're kept from a secret that will eventually be told or it will come and will be a complete shock. Why do good people that try to aviod these kinds of things end up getting it in the end. He quit all the bad stuff there was no more smoking and there was no more drinking. How did that not end up helping. Now i don't know what to do about any of this because I wasn't told about it, and when my mom finally told me the reality of the situation i find out there's nothing i can say or do. My family for the most part doesn't know about anything except for my parents. My sisters don't knwo which i personally is a BAD thing because when things finally come to an end it will probably hurt more than if they are told now. Maybe now then all the fighting will stop, because for the past week its been kinda low with the exception of my sisters.
I have 4 to 6 months to spend with him and I am trying really hard to be strong about it.
OH yea, he doesn't even know i know.
LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i don't know how long i'll be able to take it
OH and to top that off i have a quiz in Miller's class tomorrow on something that I can't study for ARG!
I don't understand somethings most of the time, but right now there's one thing that really confuses me...
like if someone is sick. I mean REALLY sick why do they insist on doing something really strenuous. ARG! i mean really.
I HATE when you're kept from a secret that will eventually be told or it will come and will be a complete shock. Why do good people that try to aviod these kinds of things end up getting it in the end. He quit all the bad stuff there was no more smoking and there was no more drinking. How did that not end up helping. Now i don't know what to do about any of this because I wasn't told about it, and when my mom finally told me the reality of the situation i find out there's nothing i can say or do. My family for the most part doesn't know about anything except for my parents. My sisters don't knwo which i personally is a BAD thing because when things finally come to an end it will probably hurt more than if they are told now. Maybe now then all the fighting will stop, because for the past week its been kinda low with the exception of my sisters.
I have 4 to 6 months to spend with him and I am trying really hard to be strong about it.
OH yea, he doesn't even know i know.
LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i don't know how long i'll be able to take it
OH and to top that off i have a quiz in Miller's class tomorrow on something that I can't study for ARG!