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so tonight i went to youth group for the first time all summer & it was reallly nice. since puerto rico i hadn't really thought a lot about God, except for the past couple days. so it was really refreshing & routine to sing & talk about God. i liked it a lot. this summer i've always been reminded of how i need to be humbled. i'm not a super christian & i'm just the same as everyone else, including the murderers & the kids who have sex & get drunk. that was something i'd put out of my mind up until a couple nights ago when i said it to my friend. also, i want people to know God more & stuff, but i'm going about it in all the wrong ways. well at least when it comes to my already christian friends. i need to be supporting, not critisizing. so these are things i'm trying to work on. realizing that i don't have it all & i can't do any of it without Christ & that in order for anyone to grow, we all have to be supportive. my weekend was pretty mediocre. i feel kinda sick, but it's just a head cold. cedar point is on tuesday & hurrtwan & amanda are going & marcella's going for the first time so it's all pretty exciting. as long as i pray & read my bible for the rest of the summer & on into school, i think this'll be a good Godly year. i just remember in ninth grade being SO excited about telling everyone about Jesus, that'd i'd just talk about what i read that morning in my bible to the nearest kid. i wasn't focused on guys or clothes, it just excited me to learn new things about Christ & i'd really like to get back into that habit. so if any of you have any books that you could suggest, that'd be fantastic!! summer's amazing & i love it so much. & i really love the background i have right now on this baby.
i guess i sohuld tell you about my weekend. i had that party on friday. it was alright. a lot of new faces, so that was nice. kyrstin spent the night. on saturday we went to another party but really just talked to each other. then she spent the night again. this morning was church. sam was there but suprise suprise i didn't tlak to him. maybe next week=/ then i came home & napped cuz i didn't feel well. i don't like doing long entrys so i'm gonna be done now=P
i will not forget you
you are my God my King
with a thankful heart i bring my offering
& the sacrifice is not what you can give
but what i alone can give to you
a grateful heart a give
a thankful prayer i pray
a wild dance i dance before you
a loud song i sing
a huge bell i ring
a life of praise i live before you