well thankx for your help(?)

Jun 20, 2004 14:38

i would have never guessed luz to be 2-faced, but usually you don't expect that kind of thing until they stab you in the back...
i was very grateful to luz for saying that we could stay w/ her and i don't understand why she couldn't say no to us ...even when we came back to sarasota w/ her.
i don't think we used her anymore than she has used us.
i offered to pay for util. and bought her food, took care of her cat, bought it food, washing her & nick's dishes,cleaning their house,paying for internet for mostly HER use, driving her around, etc.
and it all of a sudden happened to. first she was complaining that we didn't hang out w/ her, but that's kinda difficult when she's working 12 hr shifts and me and khris are searching for jobs( which we now have, but have to give them up)and places to live.(which she said she would help in the search process; but i guess she just didn't get around to doing it; among a ton of other things.)
and 2 days ago she wanted to rent out a fucking house together. the whole point of me and khris coming out here in the first place, and now she wants to move in the dorm/ where she pratically vowed not to go back there.
so whatever, i guess i'm in the wrong here; sorry i don't have enough money to support you to luz. sorry i guess i misunderstood that you were going to help us out.
sorry your roommate is 2-faced also and was more willing to hang out w/ us than you and ignores you. apparently, i'm not the one that has to grow up and live in the real world. i actually try to do everything i say i will, and do my best to follow through.
you on the other hand, never really got off your ass and did what you wanted/needed to do. i thought i might have been the kick in the ass you needed to get somewhere, but i guess you don't want to go anywhere. maybe this will be a wake up call, because i still wanted to be your friend, but that's all up to you. you need to make the decision and follow through with it, if that's even possible for you.

p.s. why don't you actually clean the pig-sty(sp) that you call your room today?
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