ok,so...
me& khris left sarasota mon. morning after getting into a huge fight. didn't even get to say bye to luz. {sorry luz baby! you know i love ya & you can stay at my old house when you come to brevard.}
so we kinda broke up {yes, folks here we go again} and were like see ya if i see ya yesterday. i moved my shit into the garage and tried sleeping out there...but, a roach, 2 flying ants,and a wasp prevented from me doing that in peace. {you shouls have seen me; a can of raid, fly swatter, and misquito spray in hand until i gave up and tried to sleep in my old room.} then khris called me at 3:30ish this morning, saying he couldn't stand being away from me, trying to drink himself retarded cause he couldn't sleep. and of course, after we both hung up, i couldn't fucking get some sleep. and then he called at 10 and we went to the moon hut for breakfast.
so, i'm not sure what's going on. in his words "taking it slow" until i'm ready. fuck man, its always the guy waiting on me. and i am sorry i have such bad relationship/committment skills. before i thought it was the other party's fault, now i know it is/has been mine.
so we kinda broke up {yes, folks here we go again} and were like see ya if i see ya yesterday. i moved my shit into the garage and tried sleeping out there...but, a roach, 2 flying ants,and a wasp prevented from me doing that in peace. {you shouls have seen me; a can of raid, fly swatter, and misquito spray in hand until i gave up and tried to sleep in my old room.} then khris called me at 3:30ish this morning, saying he couldn't stand being away from me, trying to drink himself retarded cause he couldn't sleep. and of course, after we both hung up, i couldn't fucking get some sleep. and then he called at 10 and we went to the moon hut for breakfast.
so, i'm not sure what's going on. in his words "taking it slow" until i'm ready. fuck man, its always the guy waiting on me. and i am sorry i have such bad relationship/committment skills. before i thought it was the other party's fault, now i know it is/has been mine.