May 08, 2004 01:51
Recently I have been thinking about how fast time goes by. I went to Northville, near Novi, today to visit a family friend, and see the kids and their house. But, in the midsts of our conversation, she just stopped and smiled at me, I was like what, and she goes youre all grown up. Now, I know I still have a ton of growing and maturing to do, but I have changed a lot since we really hung out. We were talking about highschool and if I remeber being 15, well think about five years form now I will be 25, and it was amazing! I will be an art teacher, maybe starting a family, and maybe back in school working towards my masters. But, to think 5 years ago, I was barely thinking about college! It's amazing how we feel like certain things take forever, but when they finally come, it seems like it was yesterday that we started working towards that goal. I'm almost half doen with college. Thats so exciting but scary too. In two years, I will be entering the "real world." WOW!!!
Teh past two days have been okay. I woke up with a migrain yesterday so that sucked, I now have to make up two paintings on my own. And I laid in bed all day. But, Wednesday night was awesome, but confusing in a way. Why do you say one thing, but then act the opposite way? I feel like there's something there, but then at other times theirs not. I am having fun, but do we want the same things? Are you just here, to be with me for the next two weeks, and then it's said and done? Or is there something stern that we're building on that may be picked up in the fall? If not then we're over, but if there is a ground laid, please let me know, because I have no idea what is going through your head!
Last night was the Friends finale. It was so good, but so sad. I remeber watching that show with my brothers 10 years ago and cracking up. I laughed, let a few tears fall, but mostly it was just sad it was over. I mean it's the End of an Era! Today I went to Northville. WE had a great lunch, talkign about everything, we were talkign so much we wouldn't finish one conversation, before going to the next! The kids were so cute. Logan is now three and he is so verbal. He will be a stud someday! Then Dellaney is 5 months old, and she was all full of smiles. Debbie looked so good. She is smaller than me. I used to hand clothes down to her when she was our neighbor. But, after having two kids, she still looked awesome! She is an inspiration to me. Went to school in Michigan and then went to Elmhurst and taught there. She is a very motivated individual who has a supporting, hard working husband, two kids, gorgeous house, and all that she can ask for. I hope to be as lucky as they are when I am raising my family.
I came back here and went to the art opening for some fellow students, then ate, and fell asleep wathicng TV, waiting for a phone call I never recieved. But, thats all right. Now, since I napped, I'm wide awake, and can't sleep! Good thing tomorrow is Saturday!