So frustrated
I am so sick of taking the grunt for everything in my life! I go above and beyond the call of duty here, but because I do, I also get all the slack for it! It sucks so much. I am tired of being bitched at for trying to help others in this position!
Mo & I went to Meijer today to return pop bottles, and we had so much fun!! He cheers me up so much! Then Deanna went with me on a roadie, cause I have never driven on a dirt road before. So we drove all over BUFU!!! We ended up in Bellvue, good thing she knew her way back!
I am ready to be done with school for the year so bad! I am sick of classes, sick of my two anal professors (too bad theyre my advisors), sick of all the drama, sick of being alone & unhappy, and sick of being RESPONSIBLE!
You know at times, it never ceases to amaze me how immature these residents act sometimes. But, then I open my eyes and realize that they are just trying to have a good time. They may be going about it the wrong way, but at least they can say they had fun in school. Yeah at times, I have a blast, but my teammates from last year are basically gone because I am an RA. So, this year my fun is with other RA's, and a few others seeing movies, going out to eat, or going bowling. I wish I could be carefree and irresponsible, and actually act my age. But, I just can't!!! That's not me.
I wish I had someone to cuddle with me tonight!!!
Mo & I went to Meijer today to return pop bottles, and we had so much fun!! He cheers me up so much! Then Deanna went with me on a roadie, cause I have never driven on a dirt road before. So we drove all over BUFU!!! We ended up in Bellvue, good thing she knew her way back!
I am ready to be done with school for the year so bad! I am sick of classes, sick of my two anal professors (too bad theyre my advisors), sick of all the drama, sick of being alone & unhappy, and sick of being RESPONSIBLE!
You know at times, it never ceases to amaze me how immature these residents act sometimes. But, then I open my eyes and realize that they are just trying to have a good time. They may be going about it the wrong way, but at least they can say they had fun in school. Yeah at times, I have a blast, but my teammates from last year are basically gone because I am an RA. So, this year my fun is with other RA's, and a few others seeing movies, going out to eat, or going bowling. I wish I could be carefree and irresponsible, and actually act my age. But, I just can't!!! That's not me.
I wish I had someone to cuddle with me tonight!!!