WHY YOU DONT TRUST ME?
yes that fucking saying "WHY YOU DONT TRUST ME?" shit is back to haunt me
and then when they say that you think "oh no i do trust you"
they fucking flip the script DAWG!!
ok enough rapper talk
but i am just soooo frustrated right now
how someone can just LIE to you and when you catch the lie they say "what? no! why dont you believe me? you dont trust me?"
OH MY GAWD!!!!!
then they make YOU look like the bad guy and then they break up with you
over the fucking phone
because they are doing their stupid fucking training in stupid fucking texas with their stupid little army people to fight this stupid fucking war in fucking IRAQ!!!
oh my gawd im just sooo miserable right now.
thats just so low
and it was like the stupidest lie ever
and if anything...... if he's the one lying.. shouldnt I BE THE ONE to break up with him?
damnit i never got the saying!
mother fucking shit of shit balls of holes!!
a year has gone by
another year that i wont say has been wasted.. but it has been a fucking roller coaster for me
fucking crying all the time and being the little sap that i am never fucking listening to ANYONE
oh my stars!!!
this is the second time in my life that i have had to go through this
the heart aches
the pain
the miserable downward whatever spiral crap that i feel
although i can say that it is MUCH easier the second time around
which means i dont ever want to date again because i will fucking chop their head off and give it Mr. Dennis Hopper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'll talk to you when im better
but right now im just mad
and i havent been on this in like a long time
and its changed
why is everything changing
why cant they leave things the way they were!!!!!!
why!!!!!!!
and then when they say that you think "oh no i do trust you"
they fucking flip the script DAWG!!
ok enough rapper talk
but i am just soooo frustrated right now
how someone can just LIE to you and when you catch the lie they say "what? no! why dont you believe me? you dont trust me?"
OH MY GAWD!!!!!
then they make YOU look like the bad guy and then they break up with you
over the fucking phone
because they are doing their stupid fucking training in stupid fucking texas with their stupid little army people to fight this stupid fucking war in fucking IRAQ!!!
oh my gawd im just sooo miserable right now.
thats just so low
and it was like the stupidest lie ever
and if anything...... if he's the one lying.. shouldnt I BE THE ONE to break up with him?
damnit i never got the saying!
mother fucking shit of shit balls of holes!!
a year has gone by
another year that i wont say has been wasted.. but it has been a fucking roller coaster for me
fucking crying all the time and being the little sap that i am never fucking listening to ANYONE
oh my stars!!!
this is the second time in my life that i have had to go through this
the heart aches
the pain
the miserable downward whatever spiral crap that i feel
although i can say that it is MUCH easier the second time around
which means i dont ever want to date again because i will fucking chop their head off and give it Mr. Dennis Hopper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'll talk to you when im better
but right now im just mad
and i havent been on this in like a long time
and its changed
why is everything changing
why cant they leave things the way they were!!!!!!
why!!!!!!!