i'm ready i'm ready i'm ready
i am moving out of my place in san diego because i have been living on a couch for 2 months and it really started to suck because my room mates have a bunch of dogs and i don't really like dogs now anymore. i have gone to look at a few places, mainly have met a lot of mid aged women lookin for room mates, met some cool kids today though , i hope this works out. i mentor a little boy who is 6 and he is the best person i've ever met in my life, he calls me mentor and wrote " i love the mentor" on a turkey that he colored. his little sister is named moo moo and i get a kick out of her. i ride my bike almost everywhere and the hills are no big deal anymore, i also got a new bike that's pretty bad ass. i have 2 great friends named john and jeff, i work with them at the ymca. john is from nebraska and we watch a lot of college footbal and by default have become a huge huskers fan and in turn he is a south florida fan. jeff is my gay boyfriend and we share all of our snacks at work and get into trouble whenever we're together. i have a crush on this boy and he is so nice and made me cookies yesterday and we went for a walk and saw some christmas lights. he is not an alcoholic or a drug addict, so this might not work out. i have to get my wisdom teeth out in 2 weeks and i am coming back to florida for two weeks so make some room for me to sleep on yo couches and whatever. i tried to write a short story and ended up getting frustrated so now i paint with watercolors to make up for the fact that i am a lousy writer and have no capacity to convey something in my mind and translate it into written words. i quit smoking cigarettes about one and half months ago and i feel really good about that. my older sister is 4 months pregnant. i am usually very happy here and the sky is so beautiful.