melancholy music and happy pencils
Not quite sure why I'm writing in here when I have a mountain of homework to do. A literal geotechnic heap of material, just kidding. I bet that doesn't even make sense.
I went to vermont this past weekend with some friends. Scott has a house up next to woodstock and we've been up there a few times already. A rather large fight ensued, however, and kinda ruined our first evening. One of the guys who painted for scott and who we've become friends with over the summer started some arguing with my good friend josh and he was very drunk (mike is his name). I was also well on my way and was really sad to see people arguing. Mike and his girlfriend ended up leaving, even though she most definitely should not have been driving. It was still an excellent weekend after that.
I did come to realize something though. I've been feeling very wayward lately and I don't think I've actually found the reason or the cure, but maybe a beginning. I woke up today and felt like I do most days lately; just kinda melancholy and not really knowing what to do with myself. So I just kind of came to the conclusion that I'm going to take it easy from now on. Not take it easy in the literal sense, but in the figurative sense that I'm going to dry not drinking or doing any other mind altering substances anymore. I think I'm just going to focus on myself and feeling better about everything. Cliche you may say, but I don't really care.
I've also thought about dropping a class that I'm taking. That CAD class hasn't really been going that well, as I've been leaving it on the back burner. I have a project that is due today that I wasn't even able to start last thursday because I couldn't figure out the angle of the outside layer of everything. I have a fluid mechanics test on thursday, a lab report due wednesday, lab to attend on wednesday, an english project to hand in wednesday afternoon, yet another cad project that will be due next monday, on top of the project that is due today that I cannot hand in. Not to mention, I'll probably end up having fluids and materials homework. fdjsafosd engineering is so depressing sometimes.
Anyways, just had to get that off my back I guess. Cya
I went to vermont this past weekend with some friends. Scott has a house up next to woodstock and we've been up there a few times already. A rather large fight ensued, however, and kinda ruined our first evening. One of the guys who painted for scott and who we've become friends with over the summer started some arguing with my good friend josh and he was very drunk (mike is his name). I was also well on my way and was really sad to see people arguing. Mike and his girlfriend ended up leaving, even though she most definitely should not have been driving. It was still an excellent weekend after that.
I did come to realize something though. I've been feeling very wayward lately and I don't think I've actually found the reason or the cure, but maybe a beginning. I woke up today and felt like I do most days lately; just kinda melancholy and not really knowing what to do with myself. So I just kind of came to the conclusion that I'm going to take it easy from now on. Not take it easy in the literal sense, but in the figurative sense that I'm going to dry not drinking or doing any other mind altering substances anymore. I think I'm just going to focus on myself and feeling better about everything. Cliche you may say, but I don't really care.
I've also thought about dropping a class that I'm taking. That CAD class hasn't really been going that well, as I've been leaving it on the back burner. I have a project that is due today that I wasn't even able to start last thursday because I couldn't figure out the angle of the outside layer of everything. I have a fluid mechanics test on thursday, a lab report due wednesday, lab to attend on wednesday, an english project to hand in wednesday afternoon, yet another cad project that will be due next monday, on top of the project that is due today that I cannot hand in. Not to mention, I'll probably end up having fluids and materials homework. fdjsafosd engineering is so depressing sometimes.
Anyways, just had to get that off my back I guess. Cya