What is It That You Really Want?

[cronicbeast]

Man, reading all you guys post about school really made me jealous. Makes me wish I was there. But it's slowly looking like an impossibility again. I have plans for the summer semester, but seeing as how I can't even pay my cell phone bill (at least until friday) and my credit card, it's looking a bit bleak =/ I was thinking of going into the military again if all fails. It seems the only sure fire way to make something out of myself and get me outta this nowhere town. Sure boot camp is strenuous activity, but I like that kinda stuff. I enjoy a challenge and completing something as hard as that may be just what I need to gain self-confiedence.

So what have I been doing in my absence from school (and live journal for that matter)? Just downloading dramas and anime while sitting on my ass all day. Yeah, I do go to work at Rhino's Video Games, but I have a lot of days off since I'm just training and it makes me depressed; like they don't want me =(