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another strange dream....
I was with some people that were my sisters, but physically they weren't my sisters. I have no younger sisters, nor did they look anything like me. One of them had golden blonde hair that was in two plaits, the other was a brunette with rosy cheeks. We were on a train, and there were these three train conductors that were absolutely awful. It seemed as though we had been on this train for a couple of days. We had things with us, but they were minimal. We all had very plain clothes on.
The conductors were consistently rude to us, and they would watch us while we slept. I had a hard time falling asleep (in my dream) and would stay awake because I felt unsafe. Eventually, and I'm not sure how it came to pass... I was raped by one of the conductors who kept eyeing me. He somehow lured me to another car, and locked me in with him. He was attractive, but older with an excellent body. He covered my mouth with a scarf and said that I couldn’t scream. There was a sense of bizarre kindness in his voice. I just closed my eyes. At this point, I believed that we were all going to be killed.
After I was raped, we kept being systematically moved by the conductor who raped me to different compartments in different cars, closer and closer to the engine on the front of the train. Every time he moved us he was always incredibly nice. He’d make small talk and try to ask me about myself. I never replied. He was in the middle of moving us to our fourth compartment when a bomb goes off on the back of the train. We were all fine, the train just shook and stopped.
I knew that the this was probably the only opportunity I’d have to escape with my sisters, so I grabbed the conductor and smashed his head into the side of one of the train walls. At that time, I realized that the bomb probably went off in the car that we were staying in, and even though he raped me he was ultimately trying to save us.
We escape the train, and wind up in a city that I have been in before in my dreams. All of the streets are cobblestone, but main street we found ourselves on was very wide. If you go straight on the street there is a square, if you look to the left past a cluster of buildings there is a large park with a HUGE tree and a large grassy area. The park is bordered by marble steps all the way around. We walked and walked and couldn’t find anyone in the city at all who will talk to us. We finally came to the park where we saw that the huge tree had lights on it. It also had massive white flowers. It was almost as if it was a cross between a weeping willow and a magnolia tree. Next to the tree there is a Carosel. I decide because the park is so beautiful we should spend the night up in the tree. We all climbed the tree and found a platform in the center where we could sleep.
I woke up, briefly.
Then I fell back into the dream. I was waiting for a trolley into the city center in the square by the park. The park was full of little girls in cute floral ruffle dresses and their fathers playing so, I figured that if I left my sisters they would be safe. I rode the trolley to this dead end street where it was enclosed by rope and slat bridge-catwalk passages that went from one building to the next. It got dark.
I saw a woman that had a navy blue dress on with a high boatneck front and a deep v in the back with buttons all the way down. She was wearing red heels, and looked like a high end prostitute. I followed her, assuming she’d help me. For some reason I wound up in a seedy part of town. I had no idea what I was doing there, but thats where I ended up. I followed her to this tattoo place, which is where she went into.... and I saw two conductors, without the one that raped me, inside getting tattoos. They were talking about how when they were done, they needed to go get "the girls".
I ran back to the trolley and it took me back to the park. I couldn't find my sisters.... so I had to get on the Carosel and look for them. I finally got them and we got back on the trolley and we went toward the coast. The coastline wherever we were was incredibly rocky, but the water was relatively calm. We decided to jump in the water and swim to this big rock and then climb up just for the night.... we did that and then I woke up again.
All of a sudden one of the conductors was standing over me, unaware I was awake. My little sisters were on the rock next to me with the conductor that raped me and the third conductor. The conductor on my rock was talking about whether or not he was going to kill me, while the conductor that raped seemed like he was upset about something. Finally I was able to roll over quickly into the water. He jumped in after me. I sort of caught myself on the rock and climbed back up to the top. I found a loose stone, and when he climbed back up after me, I hit him in the face and killed him. He fell back in the water and something pulled him under but we couldn't see what it was.
The other conductor climbed down the side of the other rock, then onto the rock that I was on and after a scuffle, pinned me down... He was like saying how I was going to scream when he slit my throat, and that he was going to like it. He started making little cuts in my arms with this round miniature saw blade that looked almost like a pizza cutter with saw blade teeth. He was telling me that it just tickled. Meanwhile I was just lying there... figuring out a way to get the blade that he had out of his hand.
He got up for a second to say something to my sisters, thinking that I was just about ready to give up. I tripped him and grabbed a knife that came partially out of his boot that was huge. I was standing with my foot on this throat with the knife to the center of his chest. He apologized to me.... and I thought about killing him, and how I couldn’t do it... so I jumped in the water and swam to the other rock. I almost got to the other rock and I heard him jump into the water. I knew he was coming after me.... I turned around because I still had the knife in my hand, and I stabbed him right in the chest. I couldn’t move... I couldn’t do anything except pull the knife out and watch him float away.
This gigantic shark like creature came out of the water and pulled him under. The conductor that was with my sisters picked me up out of the water. He said “I love you and I’m sorry”.
I woke up.
I was with some people that were my sisters, but physically they weren't my sisters. I have no younger sisters, nor did they look anything like me. One of them had golden blonde hair that was in two plaits, the other was a brunette with rosy cheeks. We were on a train, and there were these three train conductors that were absolutely awful. It seemed as though we had been on this train for a couple of days. We had things with us, but they were minimal. We all had very plain clothes on.
The conductors were consistently rude to us, and they would watch us while we slept. I had a hard time falling asleep (in my dream) and would stay awake because I felt unsafe. Eventually, and I'm not sure how it came to pass... I was raped by one of the conductors who kept eyeing me. He somehow lured me to another car, and locked me in with him. He was attractive, but older with an excellent body. He covered my mouth with a scarf and said that I couldn’t scream. There was a sense of bizarre kindness in his voice. I just closed my eyes. At this point, I believed that we were all going to be killed.
After I was raped, we kept being systematically moved by the conductor who raped me to different compartments in different cars, closer and closer to the engine on the front of the train. Every time he moved us he was always incredibly nice. He’d make small talk and try to ask me about myself. I never replied. He was in the middle of moving us to our fourth compartment when a bomb goes off on the back of the train. We were all fine, the train just shook and stopped.
I knew that the this was probably the only opportunity I’d have to escape with my sisters, so I grabbed the conductor and smashed his head into the side of one of the train walls. At that time, I realized that the bomb probably went off in the car that we were staying in, and even though he raped me he was ultimately trying to save us.
We escape the train, and wind up in a city that I have been in before in my dreams. All of the streets are cobblestone, but main street we found ourselves on was very wide. If you go straight on the street there is a square, if you look to the left past a cluster of buildings there is a large park with a HUGE tree and a large grassy area. The park is bordered by marble steps all the way around. We walked and walked and couldn’t find anyone in the city at all who will talk to us. We finally came to the park where we saw that the huge tree had lights on it. It also had massive white flowers. It was almost as if it was a cross between a weeping willow and a magnolia tree. Next to the tree there is a Carosel. I decide because the park is so beautiful we should spend the night up in the tree. We all climbed the tree and found a platform in the center where we could sleep.
I woke up, briefly.
Then I fell back into the dream. I was waiting for a trolley into the city center in the square by the park. The park was full of little girls in cute floral ruffle dresses and their fathers playing so, I figured that if I left my sisters they would be safe. I rode the trolley to this dead end street where it was enclosed by rope and slat bridge-catwalk passages that went from one building to the next. It got dark.
I saw a woman that had a navy blue dress on with a high boatneck front and a deep v in the back with buttons all the way down. She was wearing red heels, and looked like a high end prostitute. I followed her, assuming she’d help me. For some reason I wound up in a seedy part of town. I had no idea what I was doing there, but thats where I ended up. I followed her to this tattoo place, which is where she went into.... and I saw two conductors, without the one that raped me, inside getting tattoos. They were talking about how when they were done, they needed to go get "the girls".
I ran back to the trolley and it took me back to the park. I couldn't find my sisters.... so I had to get on the Carosel and look for them. I finally got them and we got back on the trolley and we went toward the coast. The coastline wherever we were was incredibly rocky, but the water was relatively calm. We decided to jump in the water and swim to this big rock and then climb up just for the night.... we did that and then I woke up again.
All of a sudden one of the conductors was standing over me, unaware I was awake. My little sisters were on the rock next to me with the conductor that raped me and the third conductor. The conductor on my rock was talking about whether or not he was going to kill me, while the conductor that raped seemed like he was upset about something. Finally I was able to roll over quickly into the water. He jumped in after me. I sort of caught myself on the rock and climbed back up to the top. I found a loose stone, and when he climbed back up after me, I hit him in the face and killed him. He fell back in the water and something pulled him under but we couldn't see what it was.
The other conductor climbed down the side of the other rock, then onto the rock that I was on and after a scuffle, pinned me down... He was like saying how I was going to scream when he slit my throat, and that he was going to like it. He started making little cuts in my arms with this round miniature saw blade that looked almost like a pizza cutter with saw blade teeth. He was telling me that it just tickled. Meanwhile I was just lying there... figuring out a way to get the blade that he had out of his hand.
He got up for a second to say something to my sisters, thinking that I was just about ready to give up. I tripped him and grabbed a knife that came partially out of his boot that was huge. I was standing with my foot on this throat with the knife to the center of his chest. He apologized to me.... and I thought about killing him, and how I couldn’t do it... so I jumped in the water and swam to the other rock. I almost got to the other rock and I heard him jump into the water. I knew he was coming after me.... I turned around because I still had the knife in my hand, and I stabbed him right in the chest. I couldn’t move... I couldn’t do anything except pull the knife out and watch him float away.
This gigantic shark like creature came out of the water and pulled him under. The conductor that was with my sisters picked me up out of the water. He said “I love you and I’m sorry”.
I woke up.