time goes by....so slowly.
wow. it's been awhile. shit's happened. alright lets talk about it :)
i dkn...some time last week my parents found my bong and some alcohol and got pissed. i hate being around my parents when their pissed so i ran away. but i didn't have a car. and it was fucked up. so everything was great for the longest time and then all of a sudden it was just shitty. all my friends were going out and i couldn't go and i got really pissed at my parents. but then i got really sick and had to stay home for a while.
once i got to feeling better, my grandma passed away. it was one of the hardest things i've had to deal with, and although i dont show it, it kills me. my grandma was the greatset person you could ever have met. if you know me, chances are you've seen her at least once. she was probably dancing around, acting silly, or doing something to make us laugh.
anyways. so i didn't really want to do much within the last few days. the funeral was saturday and i've been spending time with my family since. it's honestly help the hurt go away and now i'm ok about it. it's a natural thing. it's all ok.
so now i'm slowly getting back to normal and i'm so excited to start going to school more often. i hate sitting around. fuckkk.
and were starting to learn recital dances at dance! THIS IS MY FAVORITE TIME OF YEARRRRR! all our costumes are super cute and i'm even in the opening number! yay!
even though things have been hard lately, there are alot of things i have to look forward to in the next few weeks. so i here i go again. it was down, and now it's going up. i love the up :)
<3cyaaa
i dkn...some time last week my parents found my bong and some alcohol and got pissed. i hate being around my parents when their pissed so i ran away. but i didn't have a car. and it was fucked up. so everything was great for the longest time and then all of a sudden it was just shitty. all my friends were going out and i couldn't go and i got really pissed at my parents. but then i got really sick and had to stay home for a while.
once i got to feeling better, my grandma passed away. it was one of the hardest things i've had to deal with, and although i dont show it, it kills me. my grandma was the greatset person you could ever have met. if you know me, chances are you've seen her at least once. she was probably dancing around, acting silly, or doing something to make us laugh.
anyways. so i didn't really want to do much within the last few days. the funeral was saturday and i've been spending time with my family since. it's honestly help the hurt go away and now i'm ok about it. it's a natural thing. it's all ok.
so now i'm slowly getting back to normal and i'm so excited to start going to school more often. i hate sitting around. fuckkk.
and were starting to learn recital dances at dance! THIS IS MY FAVORITE TIME OF YEARRRRR! all our costumes are super cute and i'm even in the opening number! yay!
even though things have been hard lately, there are alot of things i have to look forward to in the next few weeks. so i here i go again. it was down, and now it's going up. i love the up :)
<3cyaaa